ISABELLA.
A
NOVEL.
BY
THE
AUTHOR OF “RHODA,” &c.
“Take if you can, ye
careless and supine,
Counsel
and caution from a voice like mine.
Truths
that the theorist could never reach,
And
observation taught me,——I teach.”
COWPER.
IN
THREE VOLUMES.
VOL.
II.
LONDON:
PRINTED
FOR HENRY COLBURN AND CO.
1823.
I S
A B E L L A.
CHAP.
XXIII.
——“Those
who can pity, here
May,
if they think it well, let fall a tear:
The
subject well deserves it.”
SHAKSPEARE.
ISABELLA
awoke the next morning with her heart alive to all the pleasures of her
situation, and her mind strengthened to meet all its difficulties. She
descended into the library, which now appeared to her as sanctified, and she
looked from it, upon a flower garden, gay with autumnal annuals, and kept with
the exactest neatness. This garden extended to the lake, the banks of which
were its southern boundary, and across which the park lay in ample extent, for
some distance, broad, well-wooded, with spacious glades opening on either hand:
then pressed by the surrounding hills, it seemed to run out into a valley,
wild, broken, and solemn. The view, as far as the eye could reach, was closed
by towering mountains, that seemed to make Eagle’s Crag a world of itself, shut
out from all other human interference.
Isabella
thought of Rasselas, and his happy valley!
Isabella
summoned Mrs. Evans to her side. “You must tell me the name of every cluster of
rocks that has a name,” said she; “and of every group of trees that was ever so
distinguished; you must instruct me where every path leads, and make me forget,
as soon as you can, that I am a stranger to that which I am so pleased to find
my home.”
Mrs.
Evans’s benevolent features brightened with pleasure. “Oh, Madam, there is many
an honest heart that I shall rejoice by telling what you say. How have we all
wished for this day, when my master would bring us a mistress! Now I am sure he
will love Eagle’s Crag again better, a thousand times better than when he used
to bound light and happy as that doe, from crag to crag.”
“You
must tell me of all those happy past-gone times,” said Isabella, sighing. “But
there is one thing that I do not see, and yet I am sure it is near: I mean a
church.”
“To
be sure there is, Madam!” returned Mrs. Evans; “but I wish I could go there
without thinking of those who used to take such delight in seeing the people
who sat around them, good and happy. But such times will come again now.”
“But
where is the church?” said Isabella. “You cannot see it from the house, Madam,”
replied Mrs. Evans, “and yet it is just by—but so it is with a great many
things at Eagle’s Crag; for the great mountain does jut out here, and then
there, in so many odd ways, that when you think you can go no farther, you just
turn sharp, and there you find room enough and to spare for some pretty
building, or some plot of garden-ground; and all so sheltered! and so warm! The
hot-house and the green-house, they are all built so, and they all are in very
good repair, although they are not filled with plants and fruits as they had
used to be. And now, I dare say,” continued Evans, who forgot the distance of
respect, in the interest of her subject; “I dare say, Madam, that you think the
lake quite shuts in the flower-garden at that end, and that you can get no farther;
but it is no such matter—there is the path which leads to the church,
and from thence there are many, many pretty walks; but they are rugged and
steep; not fit for those who have been only used to the smack smooth grounds
about London.”
“I
will soon teach myself to be used to them,” said Isabella. “You have been in
London then, Mrs. Evans?”
“Very
often,” said Evans. “I always went when my Lady went. I was her maid then; but
I have never stirred from Eagle’s Crag since I lost her; and I hope I never shall.”
Shall
I be so beloved? be so regretted, again? thought Isabella. There is something
very different in the manners of the servants to whom I have been accustomed
from those of this good Evans; she seems to take a pleasure in recognising the
relative situation of master and servant! while the very civility of the fine
ladies and gentlemen who speak of their superiors as if they were their equals,
is often actually impertinent; the cause of this difference must be in the
principals, thought Isabella.
“When
I have breakfasted,” said she, “you must shew me all the house; and let me see
all the servants. I have not had much to do with those we had in London. Mr.
Willoughby was so good as to save me all the trouble; but now he is not here, I
shall like to be acquainted with every thing; and you, I am sure will tell me
all that is necessary to know.”
Every
word that Isabella uttered raised her more and more in the favour of Mrs.
Evans; and had not this faithful domestic been conscious of the difficulties in
which Mr. Willoughby was involved, her joy on seeing once again such a head of
the family at Eagle’s Crag, would have known no bounds.
The
inspection of the house and household had the same effect on the mind of
Isabella as to her estimation of Mrs. Evans; nor was she more struck with the
magnificence of all that had been committed to the care of that faithful
domestic, than with the skill that had been exerted in its preservation. She
visited Mr. Roberts in his own apartment; and there, making both these worthy
dependants sit down, she explained in a few words the simplicity of her own
taste; the little attendance, or expense, that she should exact while she
continued alone; but she did all this with a dignity, and a delicacy, that
betrayed no consciousness of any cause for such restrictions but what was
founded in her own preference to such a mode of living; and she inquired what
provision could be made for extending the scale when Mr. Willoughby’s arrival
should make it necessary to resume more of the former manner of going on. She
received such answers to these inquiries, as proved to her that all had been
foreseen and arranged; she could not doubt but that this had been done by the
suggestion of Lady Rachel, who, however she might stimulate her to act for
herself, was thus advertent to render her way less intricate. She recalled
moreover her charge that she must not forget that economy, and parsimony were
of two houses; and she finished this first conversation with her new friends,
by desiring that some little festivity might be prepared for the household, and
such other dependants as Roberts and Evans might see proper to include as
guests, on the first arrival of the heir of the Willoughby’s at Eagle’s Crag.
“Madam,”
said Mr. Roberts, rising from his seat, and making a low and profound bow, “may
I be pardoned for saying so; but when I look upon you, it seems quite wonderful
to hear all you say; and to see that you forget nothing. My master is a happy
man!” bowing again.
“Oh!”
said Isabella, blushing, “I wish you may always find it so, but indeed I am
little used to such things, and I am afraid I shall make many mistakes.”
The
fact, however, really was that Isabella was astonished with her own powers; she
no longer found herself that trivial Being whose greatest exertion was made in
arranging a party of pleasure, or in ornamenting a ballroom; but she felt that
she had the destiny of many human creatures in her hands; and that she was
responsible for the use or abuse of a property which involved the comfort and
happiness of almost all around her.
Could it be that Mr. Willoughby had run away from
such a responsibility? ‘As large a remittance to be made to Dowkins as he can,’
thought Isabella; how shall I find proper terms in which to tell Roberts this?
I dread his eye; it will tell me so much that I shall tremble to hear; but I
must hear it, and Lady Rachel tells me that she rejoices that I am entered upon
such warfare! I will not shrink from it; but I could have been content to have
been spared it.
Such
reflections led her thoughts again to the church, she desired that the door
might be opened, and the way to it pointed out to her. Both were done by Mrs.
Evans, who seemed as if she suffered an injury when any one else administered
to the wishes and wants of her Lady.
Isabella
entered the sacred walls more at that instant impressed by the feeling that she
was about to visit the last receptacle of the ancestors of her husband, than
with any respect to the high destiny to which the building was dedicated. Nor
was there any other thought in the mind of her companion, who led her straight
to the recess from
whence descended the steps which led to the family vault. The sides of this
recess were covered with various monumental notices of the Willoughby family,
but contained, in the imagination of Mrs. Evans, but the single marble which
commemorated the virtues and the loss of her lamented superiors. With tears
fast flowing, and with a faltering voice, she began to comment, and to explain;
when Isabella’s eye, glancing on an unadorned tablet of the purest white
marble, read these words:
Sacred
to the memory
of
Rachel Roper! — the only offspring of
a
widowed mother.
And underneath followed these lines:
Mortal,
within this cold and narrow space
Lie
beauty’s bloom, and pleasure’s sparkling grace;
The
sculptor’s model, and the seraph’s voice;
An
eye that taught e’en sadness to rejoice!
All
these have perish’d by death’s stunning blow;
Like
the scorch’d flower by fervid suns laid low:
With
bitter sorrow let the wreck be mourn’d.
These
all were dust, and are to dust return’d!
But
love’s chaste ardours, and a will resign’d;
A
heart all softness, and all truth the mind;
With
pious hope, and firm integrity;
A
Christian’s faith, an angel’s charity;
These
all surviv’d! and to the realms of bliss
Bore
her pure soul, in trembling ecstacies!
Exult
immortal! in thy fellow’s lot!
Each
joy remember’d, and each pain forgot!
“What
is that?” said Isabella; “had Lady Rachel Roper a daughter?”
“Ah,
madam, did you not know that she had?” returned Evans, “I thought,––I supposed,––I thought that
you must have known all about Miss Roper.”
“Poor
Lady Rachel!” said Isabella.
“Ay,
poor indeed, madam!” replied Mrs. Evans; “nobody knows what Lady Rachel has
suffered! nor how she has borne it!”
Isabella
was carefully examining dates.
“But
how is this?” said she, “I had understood that Lady Rachel never resided here
after the death of Mr. Willoughby and Lady Margaret? and this marble is dated
several years after that event.”
“Lady
Rachel,” returned Mrs. Evans, “would have Miss Roper buried where she was born;
where she had lived; and where once she thought she would have had a right to
be buried.”
“A
right!” said Isabella; “was it not enough that Lady Rachel wished it?”
“Ah,
madam,” replied Mrs. Evans, “nobody disputed her right; but I mean if she had
married my master.”
Isabella
became sick. She supported herself on an adjoining tomb. “Let us go,” said she,
“I will come again some other time.”
Mrs.
Evans, seeing her emotion, hastened to offer her arm; Isabella accepted it;
and, breathing more freely when she returned to the open air, “Evans,” said
she, “you must tell me all this sad story. Oh, I sometimes thought that Lady
Rachel knew not how to allow for feelings which she had never experienced; but,
now I see that she has been tried with every sorrow that can wound the human
heart. Well may she treat those as light which touch little more than the
fancy; but I must know every thing; you said that Lady Rachel’s daughter was
born here?”
“Yes,
madam;” replied Mrs. Evans; “my lady went to her, when she was all in grief for
the loss of Mr. Roper, and she brought her home with her, and they never parted
afterwards. Lady Rachel and Mr. Roper had been lovers a great while, and
somehow they could not marry; and at last all came right, and they were the
happiest people! Oh! I have heard my lady tell of their happiness till my eyes
ran over. And then all of a sudden Mr. Roper was ordered abroad, and he was
killed in the first battle; and my lady was with child, or else it was thought
that she would have died too; but she did so struggle to preserve the life of
her infant!––and my lady took such care of her! And then the little girl was
born; a lovely baby it was! There were only two years between her and my
master. They were brought up together; and every one knew that the lady-sisters
wished that they might like one another; and sure enough there was a time when
they did, but they were too young to have the marriage talked of; and so after
my Lady and Mr. Willoughby died it came to nothing; for my master went into the
world, and thought of other things besides marrying; and then the young lady
fell ill, and she went from bad to worse, till she died of a consumption, and
then it was that Lady Rachel would bring her down here to be buried, and she
came with her herself. Many wondered that she could; but Lady Rachel had all
her thoughts in Heaven, so could bear earthly losses. She never shed one tear
all the time she was here; but when the mournful ceremonies were over, and she
got into her coach to go away. Oh, Madam! never shall I forget her look! and
she drew her veil over her face; and bold would have been the person who had
uncovered it, knowing what they must have seen there!”
Isabella’s
breath came thick and short, as she listened to this relation.
“Is
there any picture of Miss Roper?” said she.
“None,
Madam, only of Miss Roper,” returned
Mrs. Evans. “My Lady Rachel took away that which was painted of her when she
was about fifteen years old. But,” added she, hesitating, “there is another.”
“What
here?” said Isabella.
“Yes,
Madam; but it was taken when she was a child; and —
“Mr.
Willoughby is painted in the same piece,” said Isabella.
“Why
yes, Madam, that’s the thing. Both children; and at play as it were together: that is here.”
“How
could I miss seeing it when I looked over the whole house this morning?” said
Isabella.
“You
could not see it, Madam,” returned Evans.
“Is
it taken down? Surely it has not been thrown aside,” said Isabella; “Lady
Rachel would never allow that.”
“Oh
no, Madam, it is taken good care of,” said Mrs. Evans. “It hangs where it
always did; it is in the library.”
“Then why could not I see it?” said
Isabella.
“Why,
Madam, when my master was last here he was not quite like himself: he was out
of spirits; he seemed to be afraid of everything that he used to love; and one
morning he sent for me into the library. ‘Evans,’ said he, and the tears stood
in his eyes as he spoke, ‘I must have that picture taken down; it makes me
melancholy. I can’t inhabit this room if that picture is there, it must be
taken down; but you must take great care of it.’ My Lady, Sir, I said, hung it
there with her own hands. ‘Then,’ said he, quick, ‘it shall not be taken down, though it make me as
miserable as I deserve to be.’ I do not know what he meant by that, for I am
sure, if the prayers of the poor and the praises of the rich are to be trusted,
he well deserves to be happy. ‘But let my papers and books,’ said he, ‘be
removed into the green parlour: I will live there.’ I was very sorry for this,
Madam; for I knew my master always loved the library, as they did all; and he
had everything so handy about him there. So I thought I would manage so that he
should not see the picture, and yet stay in the room he liked best; and I told
him how I would contrive, and he seemed pleased. He said, ‘I shall like to be
near that picture, though I can’t bear to see it: perhaps it may do me good to
be near it.’ And so I managed, as I had seen my Lady manage, when she had a
mind to have two pictures in one place, that she might turn first one and then
the other side outward, as she liked best; and there were pictures enow that
would suit the size, and so I covered it up with a very pretty flower-piece of
my Lady’s own painting, and my master said no more about leaving the room; but
all together, I suppose, he did not like thinking of things that he could not
help thinking of when he was here, and so he never came again; but now it will
be quite another thing; now we shall see my dear master again.”
This
narration furnished Isabella with more than sufficient subject for reflection,
but it oppressed her almost beyond the power of thought.
She
believed that she had found, in what she had heard, a clue to the
inconsistencies of her husband’s character; she saw, not only a naturally good
disposition led astray by the influence of bad example; but she saw also, in
the eager versatility with which every new scheme of pleasure was pursued, an
attempt to escape from the reproachful workings of a principle of right, which
could not be violated with impunity—as long as this resource did not fail,
Isabella could hope nothing from the generosity of his temper, or the kindness
of his heart; every means of repelling the foe must drop from his slackened
hand, before he would seek the only true means of peace in a reconcilement with
his offended conscience. And could she bear to contemplate such a destitution
for the being whom she loved best on earth? And how could she forbear sinking
under the apprehension of the hardness of feelings too likely to be generated
by such a process? These were but a part of the painful thoughts that made
heavy the heart of Isabella. She might have hoped by undeviating rectitude, and
persevering attachment, finally to have triumphed over desultory fancy that the
whim of the moment might give birth to; but she was now aware that she had to
struggle against an early preference, which although it had not been powerful
enough to withstand the first gush of the world’s torrent, had like the supple
willow, only bowed its head, to rise again with added strength. Its course was
now aided by a sense of the disappointment which had attended all that had been
preferred to its claims, by the bitterness of self reproach, and by the
hopelessness of regaining what had been thrown away. To this standard of
excellence, exalted by regret, perhaps beyond its real height, Isabella could
not but fear, that all which she could do would be referred; and her heart sunk
under the conviction of the disproportion between her own merits and those of
the lamented Rachel. He may suffer, thought she, the charms of vice to engage
his fancy, but to secure his affections there must be a sublimity of virtue in
his wife that I shall never be able to reach!
Yet
there was so much virtue in the bitter self-upbraidings of the unhappy
Willoughby, and such a depth of feeling in the constancy of his attachment to
the object whom he had injured, that a ray of hope shot across the darkened
mind of Isabella, that the time might come, when she should at once be able to
heal the wounds of his mind, and to possess herself of his heart. This was
indeed a holy rivalship! no baneful or degrading feelings mingled in the
contest; and at this moment Isabella desired nothing so much at to look upon
the only representation within her reach, of the excellence that she was
resolved to emulate.
She
returned with all haste to the library, and eagerly turned the picture: there
she beheld two children represented in their sports; but although the
lineaments of the boy instantly recalled to her mind the features of her
husband, her undivided attention was at this time directed to his companion, a
beautiful infant of about five years old, whose glowing health and charming
figure were animated with such a spirit of frolick, mirth, and arch
playfulness, as made it the most interesting object that Isabella had ever
looked upon.
“Was
Miss Roper like this charming child?” said Isabella.
“There
cannot be two things more alike,” replied Mrs. Evans. “Surely there never was
any thing equal to the merriment of that sweet baby; she was the darling of
every body; so comical! always playing some good-natured trick or other; she
seemed born for nothing but to laugh, yet how many tears did she shed and make
others shed? and indeed in her very joys it might have been seen how much she
could feel, for if any body was hurt, or any thing went wrong between her and
my master, her large blue eyes would so fill with tears, and she would so clasp
her little hands together!”
“How
happy Mr. Willoughby must have been with such a companion!” said Isabella.
“Yes,
they were indeed the happiest playfellows I ever saw,” replied Mrs. Evans. “But
all that was childish sport, and it passed away. I do not know how it
was with my master when she died, for he never came near us then, and he has
never been here but once since. We heard he was quite beside himself, as it
were. To be sure, he must have been very sorry; and that was the reason, I
suppose, that he did not attend the funeral. It was no want of love or respect
either, I am sure; but he has not such a lofty mind as Lady Rachel, and it
would have killed him to have seen that sad ceremony.”
“This
picture must not be turned again,” said Isabella; “and you must shew me the
places which Miss Roper best loved, and tell me what she did; and if there be
anybody left that she would have been kind to.”
“Ah!
madam,” said Mrs. Evans, “she was kind, to every body; but all her particular
favourites Lady Rachel has taken care of. I believe she would think it a
robbery if any body else were to do any thing for them.”
“Except
Mr. Willoughby, I suppose,” said Isabella.
“I do
not know, madam,” said Evans, “but I think she is most jealous of him of all.”
All
this sunk deep into the mind of Isabella, and from this hour she attached
herself to the memory of Miss Roper as to that of an elder sister, whom she
equally honoured and loved, and whom she desired most exactly to imitate. She
was pleased even to identify their interests; she loved her the more for the
love which she could not doubt but that she had borne for her husband, and she
loved him the better for the love which he had had for her.
How
blest would she have been, thought Isabella, to have made my poor Willoughby
happy and good! I will endeavour to make him both! How fond would she have been
of his boy! I will love my little Godfrey better and better!
CHAP.
XXIV.
“One
that in her sex, her years,
Wisdom
and constancy, hath amazed me.”
SHAKSPEARE.
THESE
reveries solaced the fancy and soothed the heart of Isabella; but in thinking
of gratifying her who now soared above all human gratification, she lost not
any of her attention in ministering to the real good of one who had yet to work
out his final reward with sorrow and trembling.
She
and Mr. Roberts became intimately confidential. The gentlemanly old man laid
before her with so much perspicuity, but at the same time with so much delicate
consideration, the real state of Mr. Willoughby’s affairs, that she was
instructed without being appalled. She seized, as if by intuition, the very
result which he was desirous to suggest. She distinguished and arranged with a
clearness and facility that astonished both herself and him; and she, who to
the eye might have seemed “bred only to sing, to dance, to dress,” approved
herself to the ear, the Goddess of Wisdom herself.
Her
lofty conception of what was just gave an illumination to her intellect that
superseded the necessity of instruction, and anticipated experience.
In
the course of a few conversations they had between them settled a plan of
economy upon which she was persuaded that a residence at Eagle’s Crag might be
established, if not on the magnificent scale of former times, yet on such an
one as would not exact any sacrifice either of comfort or hospitality. But the
difficulty was still to “bell the cat;” for unless Mr. Willoughby would consent
to sell the property in Hertfordshire, and to give up his town establishment,
all that could be done by herself and Mr. Roberts at Eagle’s Crag would be in
vain.
To
the accomplishment of these two points, therefore, Isabella turned all her
thoughts; and happily for the zeal which was necessary to bring about so great
a work, her inclinations and her understanding fully concurred.
If
she durst not bring out into open day the necessity of the measure, the
want was nearly supplied by her vivid painting of the delight which in
her estimation would attend it.
Of
Eagle’s Crag she could unfeignedly speak as of a Paradise, from which she never
could desire to wander;—she could incidentally suggest how susceptible of
comfortable accommodation she found that, with a small household, which might
appear at first sight suitable only to a large one.—She could enumerate the
sources of amusement that its extensive library, its magnificent collection of
pictures and prints, and its numerous and various musical instruments,
afforded. And she could do all this with the glowing warmth of truth. She did
indeed feel that they were sufficient, in her own case, to keep away the
consciousness of solitude, and to cheat the progress of time. Of the health and
vigour of her boy she could speak with equal sincerity and pleasure; and she
could urge without the semblance of selfishness, or the appearance of repining,
the addition of the only circumstance that could add to her happiness.
Isabella
no longer found restraint or difficulty in writing to Mr. Willoughby. Her
subjects flowed from a source that was inexhaustible, and which remained
unchecked even by the very unworthy returns which they produced.
Mr.
Willoughby’s letters were short, disjointed, and uninforming. They were,
however, so far kind, that his regret on being parted from her and his boy,
made a part of each; to which was added a constant assurance that he would
rejoin them the moment he was able. Nor did he ever fail, in the most vehement
exhortations, that she would not refuse herself any thing whatever that could
contribute to her accommodation or amusement. In confirmation of the sincerity
of his wishes, and his attention in these points, she would, not unfrequently,
receive some dainty that her northern situation did not supply, or some new
publication which he would tell her, she must not be “so out of the world” as
not to read; and even once or twice there arrived an expensive article of
dress, that he said he could not forbear from buying, because it would so
peculiarly become her.
All
was acceptable that came from his hand; but she sighed when she saw the
selection that he seemed to believe suitable to her taste. No one could be more
indifferent in the choice of food than was Isabella; her present situation took
from her every desire of ornament in dress; and the books that were sent were not
unread, more from a desire that she might be able to give an opinion of them in
return, than from any pleasure that she derived from the perusal. Reading was
now become to Isabella an occupation, and even an obligation that she could not
willingly interrupt for every idle volume that might fall in her way; she was
in regular correspondence with Lady Rachel, and by her suggestion she was enabled to make good use
of the large store of knowledge with which she was surrounded. She now found
that all which she had been accustomed to consider as having constituted her
“being well-informed,” was merely the having had the instruments put into her
hands by which she might gain information. “The Extracts,” “The Beauties,” “The
Selections,” “The Blossoms,” and “The Flowers,” which had made her school-room
studies, fell into their deserved discredit with her. She saw how a whole was
injured by being seen only in parts, and how much more valuable was the little
ingot than the extended gilding; her reading had now the perpetual delight of
discovery, and she found her mind expand almost as sensibly, as she might have
felt her person, had she catered as richly and as plentifully for the one as
she did for the other.
But
did Isabella do nothing but read and economise? Yes! she passed parts of her
time in music, other parts in drawing, and as she made all that she did a
study, there was a never-failing interest created by observing the progress
towards perfection which resulted from what was begun only as an amusement. Her
boy was an ever-springing fountain of delight, and if she had made any
complaint of time, it would not have been that it moved too slowly, but that it
passed too quickly.
And
could occupation supply the wish for society? and was improvement sufficient
for happiness?— No! Isabella was not happy! she was neither satisfied
with the present, nor unapprehensive for the future. Her heart sunk under the
indifference of her husband, and her understanding was appalled by the evils to
which that husband was every day exposing himself. The very caresses which she
bestowed on her child were mingled with tears; but she had learnt to take her
share in the general portion of human sorrows, without aggravating the sum
which fell to her lot, by a morbid self-love, or by an unjust comparison
between her own burthen and that of others; she felt the want of affection in
the man she loved, but she thought of the stroke of perpetual separation to
which Lady Rachel had bowed, and repressed her sigh; she trembled at the too
probable destiny that hung over the head of her child, but she raised her eye
to the tomb of Miss Roper, and clasped him to her heart in a transport of
thankfulness.
Nor
was she wholly destitute of society. It is true that Eagle’s Crag being without
the usual limit of lake attractions in Westmoreland, had neither its solitudes
invaded by a frivolous curiosity, nor its neighbourhood dotted over with those
equivocal erections, to which no legitimate designation can honestly be given;
there was here no etherial natives who had withdrawn from a corporeal world to
live upon “the feast of reason and the flow of soul,” because they had not more
substantial food elsewhere; there was here no picturesque poverty nor elegant
distress; no straw-roofed cottage, whose opening door disclosed the pale and
beautiful female, arrayed in drapery of the most dazzling whiteness, engaged in
the culinary art, while the celestial eye darted anxious solicitude in hopes to
descry the partner of her joys and sorrows, on whose return depended the scanty
meal of the day; there was no returning lover, whose symmetry of form and
intellectual physiognomy betrayed, under the coarseness of his habiliments and
the meanness of his labours, the soul that might have directed the councils,
and the figure that might have adorned the courts of kings!
All
around was true! all as it appeared to be! the mingled web of human
comforts and of human sorrow, the tares and the corn! but there was perhaps
less of inequality of station in the neighbourhood of Eagle’s Crag than would
generally be found elsewhere.
The property which formed the domain
of that ancient house, was more extended than proportionably productive, and
although the extent made up to its proprietors for the barrenness of many of
its parts, yet it so far distanced any shouldering intruder, that there was not
within the distance of several miles any family who visited the inhabitants of
Eagle’s Crag upon the footing of equality. All were dependants, or at least, in
a degree to be obliged by the great house; and as in Isabella’s
retirement she was not disposed to seek society from afar, neither was she
likely to be sought by those who could expect neither amusement nor festivity
as the reward of the trouble they must take in seeking her.
But
there was still a number of individuals of a humbler station, from whose
resemblance the lapse of fourteen years had not obliterated the impression that
the unwearied kindness and hospitality of Mr. Willoughby and Lady Margaret had
made. There was also a generation grown up who had heard their mothers and
their aunts tell of the happy hours that they had passed at the Hall; of the magnificence of its
apartments, and of the graciousness of its inhabitants; who had been compelled
to listen again and again to the tales that were gone by, and to the
lamentations that they would return no more; and in consequence to sit down
under the desponding conviction that they
should never have such histories to relate to their posterity.
No
little stir was therefore of course occasioned amongst the little hive of busy
bodies when the report was spread from one to the other, “that Mr. Willoughby
and his Lady were coming to live always and for ever at Eagle’s Crag.”
The
old were sure that it did not signify to them, come who would! they could not
be like their Mr. Willoughby, and the
Lady Margaret; they should not take the trouble to go to the Hall to see they
did not know whom. Mr. Willoughby was always very kind and very civil, but he
was not like his father; and as to his lady, to be sure she would be above such
plain bodies as they were; it was too much to expect another Lady Margaret.
The
young held a different language. It was, “nay, mother,” and “indeed, aunt,” and
“why should not this young lady be as good as the other young lady? for Lady
Margaret was not old; no, not when she died;” and for “their parts they could
not but think the world was as good as it ever was: why should it not? It was
older, and the older people grew the wiser they became; at least they were
always told so; and why should it not be the same with the world? They should
like to see the inside of that fine place, of which they had heard so much. The
sight of the very towers and walls of it always made them long. And then it
would be so disrespectful not to pay their duty to their Landlord and his Lady;
they would think that they did not know in Westmoreland what was proper and
right.”
But
all these debatings were out of place. “Mr. Willoughby was not coming at all,
and his lady only for a little, and away again. Well, there is no believing
anybody. They were sure they had it from one, who had it from one, who was told
it by a cousin of Mrs. Evans, and to be sure Mrs. Evans must know; and yet it
is all moonshine; and now we shall none of us ever go again to Eagle’s Crag,”
with a tone of disappointment, said the one who had the most strongly protested
against availing herself of the opportunity which she had so lately thought
within her power.
The
note of rumour was again changed: Mrs. Willoughby was coming with her little
boy; to be all alone, and to stay through the long winter! poor young lady! she
will be moped to death; it will be quite charity to call upon her sometimes,
and she will be glad to hear what used to be done; and then her sweet baby! I
dare say he is very like his grandfather. I am sure I would walk ten miles to
see him; and so would I, echoed all the veterans; and I would walk twenty said
the young, only just to have a peep at all the fine furniture that you have
told us of, and which Mrs. Evans has kept so closely covered up these hundred
years, that nobody has seen it but herself.
And
thus a visit to Eagle’s Crag was carried nemine
contradicente.
But it was easier to decide both for
and against so important a measure before the moment of putting it into
execution arrived, than to adhere to either purpose when the time for action
was come. A visit to Eagle’s Crag could not be carried into execution without
causing many qualms to arise in the breasts of the inexperienced, and many
scruples were suggested by the cautious; it was thought most expedient to
secure a friend in the garrison before any attack was made on the fort; if Mrs.
Evans would sanction their approach, they should not be afraid of their
reception.
The
little feast that Isabella had ordered upon her arrival had paved the way for
entering upon the negotiation meditated. It had indeed been given to a lower
order of dependants, but so much had been reported of the beauty and
graciousness of Isabella, in the condescension of bringing her boy amongst them
herself, and of the kind and encouraging words that she had spoken to each,
that all dread of repulse to an offered mark of respect was done away. The
vicar’s wife was deputed to speak to Mrs. Evans; Mrs. Evans undertook to
communicate Isabella’s determination, venturing at the same time to anticipate
it, by a confident assurance that Mrs. Willoughby would be glad to see all her
neighbours, and that she had told her so herself. The offer was made and
graciously accepted — the visitations were performed, and the old could no
longer boast of an exclusive knowledge of the glories of Eagle’s Crag, or lay
claim to the peculiar honour of having been distinguished by the civilities of
its owners; the young were as well informed, and had been as graciously
received as any mother or aunt of the whole collection.
Thus
had Isabella soon a little circle of acquaintance and well-wishers; from whom,
if she did not receive any very vivid pleasure, she could always communicate
it: and thus were her walks and rides rescued from the solitude and dreariness
that must otherwise have attended them. She could now have an end to pursue,
whenever she stirred beyond the limits of her immediate home. She had some
little presents to deliver at one house; she was sure that she could have a cup
of milk for Godfrey at another; she had promised to visit Mrs. Russel’s bees;
or she was to go and eat some of Mrs. Perry’s potted char. The interchange of
good offices was unceasing; and Isabella returned cheered by the respect she
had received or the importance that she had conferred.
Nor
had she less pleasure from her visitations amongst the still poorer class of
her neighbours. The only change that she had made in the economy of her
personal establishment had been the parting with her own maid. It had been her
wish, from her first conversation with Mr. Roberts, to divest herself of so
expensive, and, in her present situation, so useless an appendage; but she was
unwilling to discharge a person against whom she had no precise fault to
allege, and she acted under Lady Rachel’s caution, both as to the inefficiency
of any sacrifice that she could make, and the inexpediency of any sudden or
very obvious change in her way of life. But Mrs. Adams obviated all scruples,
and took away all ground for curiosity or suspicion of mystery, by dismissing
herself. At the end of the first fortnight she informed Isabella, “that she was
extremely sorry—excessively so—but she found it absolutely impossible to live
at Eagle’s Crag. The place did not agree with her; she fancied the air was too
sharp for her tender lungs. The doctor had always told her that her lungs were
tender; and she was sure she had had such an oppression upon her spirits ever
since she came down that shocking hill, that she should die of the vapours if
she continued where she was. The sight of that monstrous mountain, which always
looked as if it was tumbling on their heads, made her quite nervous. She could
not conceive how Mrs. Willoughby could bear it. She was sure she could not; and
though indeed she was very sorry to inconvenience Mrs. Willoughby, yet the
sooner she could make it agreeable to part with her the better.”
Isabella
could make this agreeable immediately, for Mrs. Adams appeared to her quite a
different creature in the offices of adorning her person, and in suggesting the
various means of doing so, which qualities had very well recommended her to her
favour in town, to Mrs. Adams nervous and vapourish, and with a little affected
short cough, at Eagle’s Crag, where she had scarce need of any part of her
services, and none at all for her science.
Her
very phraseology seemed to be altered; for Isabella thought that she could
never have borne such a jargon of affectation and ignorance as Mrs. Adams’s
language sounded in her ears, since she had been used to the respectful
plainness of Mrs. Evans’s good sense. For the first time in her life, Isabella
was aware of the difference between vulgarity and rusticity; the expression of
nature, and the apeing refinement. The preference which she gave to the former
mode made her very glad, independently of every other motive for parting with
her, to replace the fine Mrs. Adams by an active, civil, natural young woman,
the niece of Mrs. Evans. Fortunately her footman was Westmoreland born; had
been brought up by Lady Rachel Roper; and on Mr. Willoughby’s marriage had been
promoted from a subaltern station in Lady Rachel’s family to the honour of
attending on Isabella.
George
was happy to return amongst his friends; and took much greater delight in
walking by the side of Isabella’s pony, as she scrambled up the hills, or made
her way through the intricacies of the vallies, than he had ever done stuck up
behind her carriage.
Her
equipage generally consisted of a pony for herself, and another, with a saddle
suited to the purpose, on which the nurse and her boy were placed, while the
nursery-maid and her own new attendant, who did not appear to have either
nerves or lungs, walked by its side, led it by the bridle, or occasionally took
the nurse’s place, or relieved her for a time of her burthen.
In
this guise Isabella made daily excursions, either amongst those who considered
themselves as her acquaintance, or those who looked upon her only as their
benefactress; and she would have found it difficult to have determined from
which she received the greatest gratification, or which was the better company.
The provincial accent and peculiar idiom of the country, both of which had
extraordinary charms for the imagination, if not for the ear, of Isabella, were
stronger in the latter; and when they set before her a bowl of cream and a
saucer of sweetmeats, inviting her to eat of the “boiled up berries, strays,
and rhasps,” or told her, in contradistinction to the turf generally burnt,
that they “had cobbles for the chambers,” she felt the full power of
simplicity, and thought it ill exchanged for one advancing step towards greater
refinement or higher pretensions. But still there were hours when Isabella
sighed for the interchange of intellect; when she longed to hear a human voice
that could reply to her in language the full force of which was felt mutually
by the speaker and the hearer. Nor did she long sigh in vain.
CHAP.
XXV.
“His
words are bonds, his oaths are oracles, his
heart
as free from fraud, as earth from heaven.”
SHAKSPEARE.
ONE
day, when she had extended her rambles somewhat out of their usual direction,
she perceived a neat habitation which she had not noticed before. It was
situated in a small meadow, that sloped from the mountain that sheltered it
from the north, down to a brook, the southern boundary of the little homestead.
There
was nothing in the appearance of the house beyond that of a cottage: a genuine
cottage, without any pretence to “gentility.” But there was an air of sedulous
care bestowed upon the stone walls, and blue tiles of the building, and an
attention to ornament in the arrangement of the diminutive garden which lay
before it, that told her that its inhabitants had leisure and means beyond the
necessary wants and works of the day. Isabella inquired of her attendants the
name of this pretty residence; and whether they knew any thing of those to whom
it belonged. She was readily answered by her Westmoreland damsel, that the
place was called “Fell-beck; and for all that it looked no bigger, nor no
better than a cottage, yet, as she had been told, there lived within a cousin
of a Queen.”
Isabella
could not hope from her present informer much elucidation of the pedigree of
this royal scion; yet she asked what she meant by that? Sarah could not tell;
but asked in her turn, if there were not once a Queen who had lived in
Westmoreland, whose name was Parr? Isabella replied, yes, Catherine Parr.
“Why
then, Madam,” replied Sarah, “that’s it; for this gentleman’s name is Parr; and
he has a daughter, and her name’s Catherine.”
Isabella
smiled at the accuracy of Sarah’s heraldic knowledge, but felt her curiosity so
much raised as to pursue her inquiries, as to the where, and the how, and the
why? but all that she could learn farther was, “that Mr. Parr, the people said,
had once been a great man; but that now he was not great, yet had enough to
give a deal to every body who wanted it; and that Miss Catherine was very wise,
and very good; that she knew about the stars, and the flowers; and could doctor
the sick, and make clothes for the poor; and that she and her father lived
together, with no other creature than one old woman.”
All
this only increased Isabella’s desire to know more; she advanced almost
unwittingly towards the house; always saying to herself that she would by no
means intrude upon the privacy of any body; and yet so reluctant to return
without having had at least a distant view of this extraordinary Mr. Parr, and
his still more extraordinary daughter, that she continued to wind up the narrow
lane which she was told led the nearest that she could approach to the house,
without entering its actual premises. She was now arrived at a neat wicket,
which opened directly into the little garden, and had begun to feel the
absolute necessity of immediately proceeding to pass the house, without having
had her curiosity gratified, when there issued from the stone porch of the
dwelling a female figure, that she could not doubt must be the very Catherine
Parr, whom she had so much desired to see. To stand and gaze was impossible;
yet never before had she so little felt herself under the influence of
propriety.
The
person who thus presented herself to her notice, must have fixed the gaze of
the most incurious observer.
It
was a form of almost sylph-like lightness: arrayed in a jacket and petticoat of
Scottish tartan; the jacket was made high in the back, but disclosed a throat
and neck of the most dazzling whiteness; while the succinct petticoat betrayed
the prettiest foot and ancle imaginable; the hands and arms were uncovered,
even with a glove, and rivalled the neck in fairness; a profusion of light
brown hair was confined by a ribbon, put on in the fashion of the Scottish
snood, and gave additional interest to the pensive paleness of a countenance
which seemed scarcely to belong to any human being. But in vain did such an
assemblage of attractions burst on the sight of Isabella; in spite of the
earnestness of her desire to the contrary, she urged her pony forward, giving at
the same time some caution to the nurse for the accommodation of the baby.
Nothing she either did or said, could escape the observation of Miss Parr, who
was not ten paces from her; she was indeed instantly by her side, inviting her
in modest and well-bred phrase, but with the blush of timidity on her cheek, to
do her the favour to accept any refreshment, either for herself or her infant,
that she had to offer; and to allow that the child might rest as long as it was
agreeable to her.
Isabella
met the courtesy which offered so full a satisfaction to her wishes with all
the ease and politeness which her mode of life gave her, and with a sweetness
and urbanity all her own. She acknowledged, that a wish to have a nearer view
of what had pleased her so much at a distance, had betrayed her into taking a
liberty, for which she was sensible she had to apologize, and that she was much
obliged for the opportunity given her of doing so in a manner so agreeable to
herself.
Isabella
was not long in dismounting; she followed her new acquaintance to the house,
with a heart beating with expectation of what she was to see there. The porch
opened into a recess; the four sides of which were nearly taken up with four
doors that led from it; that on the right hand opened into a room of about
twenty feet long, and sixteen wide, with windows to the eastern and southern
sun.
And
now Isabella, though she had expected to see something by no means
correspondent to the size or outward appearance of the building, was struck
with a degree of surprise, which not all her habitual good breeding enabled her
wholly to conceal.
Nearly
the whole of the walls of the room were fitted up with books, apparently
arranged with regard to the science or subject on which they might be supposed
to treat; while the spaces not so occupied, were filled with astronomical
apparatus, globes, or musical instruments, and on the several tables lay
implements for writing or drawing; none of which, by the half written
manuscript, and unfinished sketches that lay amongst them, seemed to be there
for no purpose.
But
here the wonder of the apartment ended, or rather took another direction; all
that there was of furniture was of the plainest and simplest form; neither
affecting elegance, nor affording much of accommodation; the floor was covered
with common matting; there was no sopha; and the chairs were of unstained wood,
with straw bottoms. There was indeed one exception in an armed chair, well
upholstered, and evidently calculated for the comfort and repose of the person
for whose use it was destined.
From
this chair arose, upon Isabella’s entrance, the most magnificent figure that
she thought she had ever seen. There was in it the ruins of all that could have
formed the most finished model of masculine perfection; and there still
remained so much of the fire of youth in the eye, and the vigour of the limbs,
that the grey hair which shaded the commanding forehead, and the wrinkles which
marked its surface, seemed more to have been planted there by misfortune than by
age.
“I am
persuaded,” said Mr. Parr, “that it can only be Mrs. Willoughby whom I have the
honour to see before me. Do me the favour to take this chair. A manacle,” added
he, with an affectionate smile cast on Catherine, “that my daughter has fixed
on the age of her father.”
Isabella
was so surprised and confounded with all that she saw and heard, that she could
scarcely command herself to give intelligible utterance to the apology for the
intrusion of which she had been guilty.
“A
liberty,” she said, “however, that she could hardly repent that she had taken.”
“The
liberty is on our side;” replied Mr. Parr; “and I must candidly acknowledge,
taken with the most perfect malice afore-thought. I would not entrap you,
madam, by any false appearance of what you might obligingly esteem our
benevolent attention either to your wishes, or to your accommodation, into an
acquaintance that you may not desire to form; but I will openly avow, that it
would give me a gratification beyond what you may perhaps at present be able to
understand, if you would allow my daughter and myself sometimes to be visitors
at Eagle’s Crag. If this does not suit your own plans, I trust to the
ingenuousness of your countenance, that you will explicitly tell me so now; when such explicitness cannot be
offensive, as being impossible to be grounded upon any personal dislike. If in
future we should prove unworthy of the favour we solicit, it will be easy, as
it will be right, to shut the doors of Eagle’s Crag against us.”
Isabella
knew not what to think of the person who thus addressed her; so unlike was his
proceeding to any which she had before met with. Yet it could be the effect
neither of unfeeling boldness; nor could it proceed from ignorance of the
manners of the world. The delicate attention that he shewed to every
circumstance by which she might be restrained, and the elegance and superiority
of his address, forbad both the one and the other supposition.
She
replied, with as little embarrassment and as much frankness as she could at that
moment command, “that any gratification which she could afford either to
himself or his daughter they were entitled to expect from her hands, and that
she should consider it as an additional obligation if they would allow her to
offer it at Eagle’s Crag
Mr.
Parr made Isabella a bow, as elegant as it was grateful; tears stood in his
eyes.
“If
ever, Madam,” said he, “you should see, which God forbid! that fine boy likely
to be left alone, and deserted in a wicked and unfeeling world, you will
understand the impulse that has this day impelled me to set at defiance all
vulgar forms; you will feel the gratitude that you have implanted here!” said he, laying his hand upon his
heart.
While
this conversation was passing, Catherine had drawn from under one of the tables
a long and low stool, well cushioned, on which she had placed the nurse with
the baby on her knee; and having herself vanished through a different door than
that by which Isabella had entered the room, she had returned in an instant,
accompanied by an old female servant, the very quintessence of old-fashioned
neatness, loaded with bread and butter, milk and fruit, all excellent looking
of their kind, and served up with a propriety and care that almost amounted to
elegance. The sparkling water of the country was also placed before Isabella;
to which Mr. Parr, withdrawing for a moment, added on his return two decanters
of foreign wine.
“There
is nothing,” said Isabella, “that is equal to Westmoreland hospitality. It is a
virtue that I knew only by name before I came here.”
“When
all is but little,” returned Mr. Parr, “there is no room for selection. The
frankness of the gift must atone for the smallness of the offering.”
“But,”
said Isabella, “I am so surrounded by riches that I am at a loss on which to
fix my attention. This seems to be a very fine instrument,” said she, touching
the keys of a piano-forte, which appeared to have no fault but being rather too
large for the room in which it was placed.
“We
are all epicures in our own way,” returned Mr. Parr. “My daughter fancies
herself a pattern of moderation and temperance, because she has no taste for
dress or furniture; but she is as dainty as the rest of us in the tone of her
piano-forte or her harp.”
“Mrs.
Willoughby would scarcely think so,” said Catherine, with a blush and a smile,
“if she were to hear the notes which you, my dear father, are compelled to hear
from me every night.”
“I
hope myself to be a judge of that,” said Isabella, “as I flatter myself that
you and Mr. Parr will allow me to convince you at Eagle’s Crag of the sense I
have of the pleasure that I have received at Fell-beck.”
Both
the father and daughter looked pleased at this well-bred recognition of names,
with which they hardly supposed that Isabella was acquainted.
“I cannot
imagine,” continued Isabella, “how I should have remained so long unacquainted
with this beautiful spot, as I go out with my boy every day, and have
endeavoured to vary my rides as much as possible; but I apprehend now, that,
however they begin, they will generally take in Fell-beck before they end.”
Isabella
now arose to take her leave, when she desired that she might be allowed to send
her pony for Miss Parr at an early hour the next day.
“We
shall have a most sincere pleasure in waiting upon you to-morrow,” returned Mr.
Parr; “but we are both excellent walkers. Riding is not one of Catherine’s
exceptions to self-denial.”
“But
the evenings now shut in so soon,” said Isabella, “that I hope you will not
refuse to pass the night at Eagle’s Crag. The morning is the best time for
walking at this time of year.”
Mr.
Parr again bowed.
“You
know, madam, how to reconcile un
Impertinente malgrč lui to himself,” said he. “We shall gratefully accept
your extended favours.”
This little event had all the importance
of an adventure to Isabella.
She
had been enchanted with all that she had seen, and she longed impatiently to
know every thing that could be known concerning Mr. Parr and his daughter; yet
she had figured them to herself as the victims of such a series of
extraordinary circumstances as was likely to make whatever she did hear flat
and uninteresting.
The
account that she could collect of them from Mr. Roberts, or Mrs. Evans, was
very meagre, and left much to be filled up by imagination or conjecture. Of the
unblemished honour and high character of Mr. Parr, however, they spoke in the
strongest terms; and to the great estimation in which in former times he had
been held at Eagle’s Crag they could also depose. But this was at a period long
past. There had intervened a certain number of years when he had been lost
sight of from the neighbourhood, and had only been spoken of as having sold all
the property which he had once possessed in the country. About five years
previous to the present time he had re-appeared, bringing with him his
daughter, then just rising into womanhood. He had purchased Fell-beck, and had
built the house which he inhabited. He mingled in no society, and was scarcely
known beyond the immediate spot where he resided: but there he was known by the
blessings of all to whom he could communicate good; in all that related to his
small household, or personal gratification, frugal and sparing, although
neither niggard nor unindulgent; but in charity magnificent; and sometimes the
object of astonishment to his few neighbours from the arrival of a large box of
books, an expensive apparatus for some scientific purpose, or some new musical
instrument.
The
young lady was represented as gentle and retiring; active when she could be
useful, but uncommunicative, and with little of the alacrity or cheerfulness of
youth; none of its ebullition, indiscretion, or inconsequence. “She seemed not
made for this world,” was the observation of the few who approached her; to
whom she appeared too wise and too good to mix with common mortals.
Isabella
could understand how such a character might be formed by sorrow and
deprivation; and was resolved that she would sooth the one and repair the other
to the extent of her abilities.
Isabella
expected her guests with impatience; her usual occupations were suspended in
conjecturing what degree of confidence Mr. Parr intended to afford her, and
what might make the subject of such a confidence; for she could not but be
aware, from what had already passed, that it was his purpose to interest her in
the welfare of his daughter, and perhaps to ask her patronage for her. She
could not suppose, from the sense that he had evinced both of delicacy and
propriety, even when he seemed to intrench upon their rights, that he would do this
without endeavouring to shew that she was worthy of interest, and that she
would not disgrace patronage; yet it seemed strange that he should choose so
young a person as herself for the repository of secrets which seemed to be so
carefully shut out from the rest of the world. There was something very
extraordinary in all this! Isabella did not therefore like it the worse;
however, she was forced by circumstances into thoughts and conduct beyond her
age, or her experience; her imagination was not only young but ardent, and in
giving way to it, she might be pardoned, if for once she lost sight of the cool
prudence that would have shrunk from admitting two entire strangers to her
privacy, or for having neglected a due attention to the evil eventual to herself,
in the hope of doing good to others.
It is
certain that neither one nor the other occurred at this time to Isabella in
such a degree as to give her any regret for the frankness with which she had
opened her house to those of whom she knew nothing but that there was a mystery
hung over their situation. Yet she had been glad to feel something of a
sanction for what she had done, from the account which she had received of the
former well known respectability of Mr. Parr’s character; and she was resolved that
she would relate all that had occurred to Lady Rachel, the moment that she
should be able to add to it the result of her own further knowledge of the
manners and the sentiments of her new acquaintance.
There
was an early punctuality in the way of keeping their engagement, that shewed
how agreeable it was to their wishes; and a simplicity in their appearance that
proved those wishes not to be grounded in a sense of the superiority in station
of the person whom they visited. Catherine had made no change in the dress
which she had worn the day before; and Mr. Parr, depositing a little package on
a table in the hall, where Isabella met them, said, “my dear Catherine, when
you go to your room you will not forget to take this with you.”
Isabella
watched Mr. Parr to see whether he would make any recognition of the objects
around him; or would allude to the period when he was an accustomed guest in
that house upon a very different footing to that of carrying his own bundle.
Neither
was the case; yet she saw him cast a furtive look on one side, and then on the
other, as wishing to behold what once he knew was there to be seen; she saw the
working of his countenance, and the strength of the effort with which he
composed it to the due discharge of the civilities of the moment; but she saw
this effort almost fail him on his entering the library. Over the chimney-piece
of that room hung a full-length picture of Mr. Willoughby’s father. Mr. Parr
made a few hasty steps towards it, as if to feast his eyes on the features of
one whom he had loved; but he stopped short; looked around the room; walked to
the window; and, after a few moment’s struggle for the power of speech, he
said, turning to Isabella, “are there any of the wild red deer in the park? it
used to be one of their haunts.”
“You
are well acquainted with this country I believe,” said Isabella.
“I have been, madam,” replied Mr. Parr.
“Catherine, you have heard me speak of Eagle’s Crag; you now see it, and may
judge whether I have been exorbitant in my estimation of it.”
The
moment of agitation was past, and Mr. Parr appeared to take pleasure in
reviewing the objects from whence he had been so long estranged.
“You
have a noble store of information around you, madam,” said he, looking on the
books; “and of amusement also. I am much mistaken if you do not know how to
profit by both.”
“I
should be very happy to do so under so able a direction as I must suppose yours
to be, by what I observed at Fell-beck yesterday,” replied Isabella; “and I
suspect that Miss Parr, if she will so far condescend, is very able to become
my instructress.”
“Probably,”
returned Mr. Parr, with that genuineness of character by which he was so
peculiarly marked; “you might be of mutual use to each other. Catherine has in
all likelihood gone beyond you in the exactness and depth of her acquirements,
for to add another and another link to knowledge has been the only occupation
of her life; yet the sum of what she knows is small; in all the ornamental
accomplishments of female instruction, there is no question but that you have
exceeded her far. In drawing and music, of which I wished her to know
something, as affording breaks into the too languid monotony of her existence,
she has had no other instructor than myself for many years past, and her
progress has been in proportion to the skill of her master.”
“We
will each put the other to the test,” said Isabella, smiling; “and at present
my leisure may more than rival hers; but you must not tax it too high; for I
apprehend that I shall be often tempted to neglect the volume, or the
instrument, for the more rare pleasure of conversation.”
“Catherine
will not dispute the ground with you there, madam,” said Mr. Parr, smiling,
“for she is silent — too silent: and how should it be otherwise, when she has
only an old man to talk to?”
“Oh,
my father!” said Catherine, “whom should I like to talk to so well?”
“My
little boy will teach you to talk,” said Isabella; “for, silent as he is, he
loves nothing so well as being talked to.”
“Perhaps
that is my case,” said Catherine, with a blush. “I do so love to hear my father
talk, that I forget I ought to say anything myself.”
Every
word that passed recommended Isabella’s guests more and more to her
approbation; and before the hour of retiring to dress for dinner arrived, she
was persuaded that she had made a most valuable acquisition in having become
acquainted with them.
CHAP.
XXVI.
— “Take him for all in all,
You will not look upon his
like again.”
SHAKSPEARE.
CATHERINE
appeared at dinner in the same simplicity of dress which she had worn in the
morning. The form was the same, the material only was changed from tartan to
white muslin; the hair was confined as before by a single ribbon, but its
colour was different. Isabella endeavoured to give the tone of gaiety to their
table-talk; nor did she endeavour in vain. Mr. Parr maintained as fully his
claim to all the lighter graces of conversation, as he had done to the higher
powers of intellect. Even a vein of humour, and the sparkles of wit, broke from
beneath the crust that solitude and misfortune had been so long gathering over
them. The effect upon the sensitive Catherine was striking: she listened, — she
smiled, — she blushed with delight; and her eye almost made a verbal appeal to
Isabella, whether, so listening, she could ever have a desire to speak?
Isabella,
so long unused to the interchange of thought with any one who could fully
understand her, was not less pleased than Catherine. The wine and the fruits
had been long untasted before Isabella thought of withdrawing with her youthful
companion; and if the pleasure that Mr. Parr had taken in the colloquy was to
be judged of by his eagerness to renew it, he had not been less gratified than
either of the two ladies. He rejoined them in the library almost immediately.
“I
have been walking through the long gallery,” said he to Isabella: “will you
give Catherine leave to see, while there is yet a ray of light, some of the
pictures that hang there, and of which she had heard me speak?”
“I
will attend her this moment,” said Isabella.
“I
beg that she may go alone,” said Mr. Parr. “Catherine has no fear of ghosts.”
Isabella, conceiving that there was some particular reason for this request, as well as for sending poor Catherine to look upon pictures which it was too dark to see, made no farther opposition; but pointing out to Catherine how she would most readily find the way to the gallery, she resum