STELLA OF THE
NORTH.
A NOVEL.
LANE,
MINERVA-PRESS. LEADENHALL-STREET.
STELLA OF THE
NORTH,
OR THE
FOUNDLING OF THE SHIP.
A NOVEL.
IN FOUR
VOLUMES.
BY
THE AUTHOR OF ADELAIDE DE NARBONNE, &c.
“Virtue can
itself advance
“To what the fav’rite fools of chance
“By fortune seem’d design’d;
“Virtue can
gain the odds of fate,
“And from
itself shake off the weight
“Upon th’
unworthy mind.”
PARNELL.
VOL. III.
LONDON:
PRINTED AT THE
Minerva-Press,
FOR LANE AND
NEWMAN,
LEADENHALL-STREET.
1802.
OF THE
N O
R T H.
CHAP. I.
“Know
the joy thy triumph brings is short;
My
fate, (if the Gods govern) or, at least,
My
mind’s beyond thy reach, and scorns thy malice!”
ROWE.
FOR a short time a temporary alteration now took
place in the sentiments of Mrs. St. Vincent; who, after the discovery at the
grotto, began to imagine she had been rather too hasty in the opinion
previously formed of her husband’s conduct, and the imprudent share Stella was
supposed to have in it.
That
the real character of the latter was at length fully ascertained, appeared,
however, no longer doubtful; and a conviction so consolatory to the feelings of
Margaret, proved a source of no small exultation.
What, the favourite of her mother—she who was
tacitly held up as a miracle of perfection, capable of affording an example,
not merely to her equals, but even to her very superiors—in short, the
immaculate protégée of the
sententious prosing Mrs. Bertram, and the late tremendous object of her own
jealous apprehensions—had this paragon, then, actually forfeited all claim to
the ill-judged praise so erroneously, though so copiously bestowed upon her
conduct for virtues to which she was a stranger, and prudence which it was now
evident she never possessed? The incontrovertible disclosure of so fortunate a
circumstance was almost beyond her hopes. Thank God, the Major had escaped the
artful snares visibly spread to entrap him by this little presumptuous,
unprincipled wanton:—but this was, no doubt, to be entirely ascribed to her own
more conspicuous and irresistible attractions.—So thought Margaret; and the
idea was too pleasing not to be indulged.
A
slave perpetually to the existing impulse of the moment, she now became equally
solicitous to evince her attachment to the Major (for whom all her former
affection speedily returned with renovated force), as she had hitherto been
occasionally studious to pique him, by the fictitious appearance of a
preference for Mr. Jones; who soon found himself reduced to his natural state
of insignificancy, and apparently considered as of no further use in the part
which, she fondly flattered herself, was henceforth reserved for her to
perform.
Characters
of every description have their allotted scene of action in the world: many
members of the Privy Council, whose abilities were much on a level with those
possessed by the discarded Lieutenant, have been reinstated in favour even when
their final dismissal from office seemed no longer equivocal:—the sequel will,
perhaps, show that Mr. Jones proved equally fortunate.
Surprised
at this change, so new and unexpected in the manners of his wife, St. Vincent
at first could scarcely credit the reality of a metamorphose so totally
incomprehensible: on his side, he was not sensible of affording the smallest
cause for the line of conduct thus suddenly adopted, by any alteration in his
own: common civility, and some degree of polite attention had ever been paid
her;—those he considered her invariable due from a man whose pecuniary situation,
if not his domestic one, was so greatly benefited by her alliance; and these
she continued to receive as usual, though accompanied by apparent symptoms of
increased coolness and simulated respect. St. Vincent, who conceived himself
too well acquainted with her disposition to be mistaken, ascribed the new
system of proceedings entirely to caprice, that inexhaustible source of her
general manoeuvres; and under this idea treated it accordingly. She still
persevered however; till at length, willing to believe she wished to remedy
some of those errors he had particularly reprobated, and solicitous rather to
encourage the work of reformation, than crush its first laudable efforts by an
ill-judged adherence to his former frigid indifference, St. Vincent somewhat
relaxed in that point; and a greater portion of tranquillity proved the
immediate consequence in the family circle of Rossgrove.
This
condescension on his part appeared another proof of the injury done him by the
tenor of her recent suspicions; for it seemed to shew that the evils of which
he had frequently complained, sprung not from any deficiency in the article of
affection on his side, but rather originated in the capricious perverseness of
her own behaviour, which repelled his supposed tenderness, and irritated his
mind against her, by a mode of conduct totally inimical to the feelings of a
fond husband, or the sentiments of a man of honour.
In
the premature judgment of this superficial casuist, the above circumstances
would never more be productive of similar effects; because, so Margaret said,
and so she firmly believed at the time, they would never again be resumed, and
consequently would no longer interfere to the prejudice of her future
happiness.
Stella,
the hitherto detested Stella, was henceforth out of the question, for had not
she herself been a witness to the extent of her infamy in another
quarter?—After a discovery so conclusive, a proof so undeniable of her criminal
connexion with Montague, it would appear the climax of folly to injure her
husband, her dear St. Vincent, by any further imputation of such an improbable
nature—no, it was impossible to act in a manner so ridiculous and unjust. She
had seen the child whose existence was formerly whispered to be enigmatical,
and the same opinion continued to be still entertained—she had seen it now with
her own eyes, and likewise observed the indecent familiarities that passed
between its parents; for was not Montague admitted to the greatest freedoms,
even in the very face of day, without the least apparent reluctance on the part
of his abandoned paramour?
“Oh
fool! fool!” continued the charitable Margaret, “fool that I was ever to
suppose such a man as St. Vincent would degrade himself by harbouring any
degree of partiality for a being so profligate, so lost to all sense of virtue
and propriety!”
For
some days the enthusiasm of reformation and reparation operated in an equally
violent degree: but all extremes are liable to change, and enthusiasm either in
love or religion, the most so of any;—Mrs. St. Vincent’s soon reached its
climax.
The
first fortnight this second edition of the honeymoon was nearly expired, and
Margaret, to the wonder of her astonished husband, still continued to act the
reasonable woman; when a sudden stop was put to the further performance of the
comedy and the dramatis personoe
resumed their natural characters.
“Lord
bless me, Madam!” cried Jenny, bursting into her mistress’s dressing-room one
evening, with a countenance brimful of intelligence, “was ever the like heard?—I
declare I am quite dumfounderfied at the bare idea!”
“And
pray what is this mighty wonder that has dumfounderfied so wise a woman?”
asked Margaret, without taking her eyes from the Major’s picture, to which she
was affixing a superb gold chain.
“Nay,
Lord, Madam, only guess!—For my part I should never have thought of such a
thing: but people now-a-days pay no manner of regard to right or wrong, except
as it suits their own convenience.”
Margaret
put the chain round her neck, admired it and the miniature as she alternately
examined them before a large mirror, and humming a favourite air, seemed to
view her own figure with no small degree of complacency, without appearing to
recollect the presence of the consequential personage who impatiently waited to
be delivered of her important intelligence, but waited in vain.
Now
Jenny’s capability on the subject of retention was not of a first rate
description, unless the communication happened to implicate any part of her own
character, and in that case she could be secret as the grave; neither was Jenny
a very noted proficient in the art of forbearance when report enabled her to
extend the circle of human frailties through the augmented medium of
repetition: perceiving, therefore, that her mistress was far more disposed to
continue absorbed in self-contemplation, than solicitous to learn her intended
information, Jenny ventures once more to renew the topic, by exclaiming in a
drawling accent—
“La,
Madam, how beautiful! how heligant! how every thing
that is fine!—But I wonder your La’ship has not a
little more curiosity.”
“Curiosity!
for what?” said her La’ship, carefully adjusting her
handkerchief as she spoke— “why so, pray?”
“Lord,
Madam, cannot you guess?”
“Me
guess!—how should I guess?—Has my ci-devant friend, Jones, taken the lover’s leap?”
“Worse,
Madam!”
“Has
Major St. Vincent challenged him, and received a bullet in return?”
Jenny
had nearly said, “Worse, Madam!” again: but though her lady spoke in a gay,
jesting voice, she knew the length of her present tether too well to outrun the
constable; and therefore gulping down the nearly-committed mistake, suddenly
checked herself, and meekly replied, she hoped it was not come to that yet.
“What
is it come to then?—Prithee have done with this
nonsense, and tell me at once.”
“Nay,
dear Madam, do but guess.”
“Has
Captain Montague’s ghost appeared at the grotto, and the Lady of the Hermitage
flown to the original’s arms for shelter from the apparition of her dearie?”
“Madam!”
cried Jenny, looking round with an expressive glance of terror, as if she
expected to see something supernatural approaching to seize her.
“Has
Captain Harcourt persuaded you to run off with him? He was rather sweet upon
you last night in the passage I thought.”
“Me,
Madam!—Surely,” said Jenny, colouring violently, “your La’ship
cannot think that I would go off with any man! No, it is worse, far worse than
even that!”
“The
deuce it is!” cried Mrs. St. Vincent, with a smile. “But come, I will guess
again.—Has the virtuous Miss Stella Bertram produced another bantling, and
fathered it upon the Parson of the parish?”
“Worse,
worse still, Madam!”
“Indeed!—nay,
then I am able to guess no farther: so the mighty secret must remain untold,
unless you chuse to speak more intelligibly.”
“Well,
Madam,” replied Jenny, who by this time was as impatient to explain as the
other was to listen, “you shall now be obeyed:—but prepare to hear wonders.
Mrs. Tomkins says—nay, you will scarcely believe me,
Madam; but if I stand here, it is truth I speak;—Mrs. Tomkins
informs me Miss Bertram is actually to attend your mother to Devonshire in the
character of a companion!—Knowing what we know, Madam, can any thing equal
this, pray?”
Mrs.
St. Vincent turned hastily round, and stared at her for a moment in mute
astonishment.
“Yes,
indeed, Madam, you may well look surprised: it is truth, however, I assure
you:— ‘For,’ says the housekeeper, ‘marry,’ says she—”
“What
signifies what either you or the housekeeper says,” abruptly interrupted Mrs.
St. Vincent: “I must see my mother instantly:—is she up?—is she awake?”
“I
cannot tell,” muttered the waiting-maid in a sullen accent; who, in consequence
of being pretty deep in several of her lady’s secrets, ventured now and then to
take a little more freedom of tongue, than the other was always inclined to
grant her; “for you know, Madam, it signifies not what some folks say.”
“Impertinence!”
retorted Margaret, sharply;— “Begone!—I insist on
immediate obedience: inform my mother I must speak with her instantly.—No, stay,
stupid animal, and slow as a snail!—I will go myself.”
She
brushed past the still sulky Jenny, and hurried to the chamber of Mrs. Ross.
CHAP.
II.
“Speak
of me as I am: nothing extenuate,
“Nor
set down aught in malice.”
SHAKESPEARE.
THAT lady had just left her bed, after an
hour’s repose, as was customary with her of late in the evenings: Mrs. St.
Vincent, therefore, entered immediately on the subject of her present visit, by
abruptly requesting to know, if it was really possible, as reported, that she
meant to take Stella Bertram to Devonshire with her.
Mrs.
Ross answered in the affirmative.
“Good
God, Madam! you are not in earnest, I hope?”
“Why
not, Margaret?—Can I have a more eligible companion, or one that performs all
the incumbent duties of her station with more uniform propriety?”
Margaret
smiled contemptuously, and repeated the last word with a significant emphasis.
“Yes,
propriety, Mrs. St. Vincent!—Can
the term be better applied than on the present occasion? In my own family it
cannot you well know.”
Margaret
reddened at this home touch: but where a fact is too obvious to be refuted,
true wisdom consists in not making the attempt; she therefore merely
answered—“This young woman must not, however, accompany you, Madam.”
“Must
not!—Who shall prevent her?—Not my own children surely?”
“No,
Madam, you will save them that trouble, I dare say, when you know her story;
which, if you will give me leave, you shall do immediately.”
“Proceed
then, and let us hear it.”
Margaret
did not much admire the humour her mother happened to be in this evening. Of
late she seldom possessed sufficient spirits to contest any matter long with
the violent and overbearing temper of a daughter, whose total inattention to
almost all the filial duties of a child had been notorious for a considerable
length of time: to find this ill-treated parent now capable of so much
exertion, at a period too, when it was so little expected, and still less
desired, rather disconcerted the first attempts of this predetermined impartial
historian. She commenced her narrative of positive
facts, however, after a pause of very short duration; and gradually warming in
the progress of the communication, failed not to heighten every apparently
aggravating circumstance with all the additional colouring a censorious and
malignant mind could bestow. She then concluded the whole farrago of
intermingled truth and falsehood, by sarcastically enquiring if Mrs. Ross still
retained her former opinion of the girl’s passion for propriety, and persevered in her design of
taking her for a companion to Devonshire.
Though
accustomed to her daughter’s violence of temper, and thoroughly acquainted with
her natural bias to misrepresentation, Mrs. Ross could scarcely command her
usual portion of patience to the end of this curious recital; and it was only
with the utmost difficulty she restrained herself from giving vent to those
sensations of indignant resentment which repeatedly rose to her lips at the
idea of so vile an aspersion being thrown upon the hitherto unsullied character
of her young, and as she yet believed her, innocent favourite. Experimentally
convinced, however, of the inutility of reason, and
the still vainer attempt to implant the divine principles of mercy and
forbearance in a soil so inimical to their culture, she refrained from entering
at length on the subject, or exerting herself to refute what she knew was
previously determined to be maintained; and merely replied that her opinion and
intentions remained in every respect the same.
“Then,
Madam, you are stubbornly deaf to conviction, to truth, and the dictates of
your late valued system of propriety,”
said Margaret, with a strong expression of impatience on every agitated
feature.
“Your
share of the two latter, Mrs. St. Vincent, is, I much fear, infinitely too
small to supply my supposed deficiency in any article of the kind:—as to the
former, when error is adopted as the obvious rule of conduct, and depravity
scorns disguise, conviction must follow of course.—You are welcome to apply this
observation where your feelings tell you it is most suitable.”
Mrs.
St. Vincent burst into tears, and by that means evinced her comprehension of
the foregoing allusion.
Mrs.
Ross knew they were not the tears of penitence or reformation, and permitted
them to flow unnoticed. She took a volume of Blair’s Sermons from a table, on
which leaning her elbow, she seemed to be entirely occupied by the contents of
the book.
Margaret’s
pride now came to her assistance on perceiving her mother’s total inattention
to the late subject of discussion: she hastily wiped her eyes, and again
inquired if no further regard was to be paid to the nature of so important a
communication—a communication so critical in its consequences to the
respectability of her mother’s appearance either at home or abroad.
Mrs.
Ross raised her eyes from the page before her, and fixing them impressively on
the face of her adviser, observed that the case, in her opinion, required no
investigation.— “However,” added she, coldly, “I shall, nevertheless, mention
it to Mrs. Bertram when we meet again.”
“You
had better mention it to Captain Montague,” retorted Margaret, with quickness,
and then flounced out of the room with the air and look of a fury.
Mrs.
Ross followed her with her eyes, and a deep sigh burst from her bosom as the
incorrigible Mrs. St. Vincent pulled the door to with violence after her. The
latter threw herself on the sofa in her dressing-room, and again burst into an
hysterical fit of tears.
At
this instant Major St. Vincent entered the apartment, and, thunderstruck at the
scene that presented itself, requested an explanation.
Roused
by the sound of his voice, and flattering herself with conjugal support on the
occasion, she suddenly raised her head from the arm of the sofa; and labouring
under the dark influence of spite, disappointment, envy, and malice, instantly
entered upon the subject of her mother’s reported cruelty, and the cause in
which it originated.
Totally
thrown off his guard by the virulence of her language, and the volubility with
which it was uttered, indignation succeeded to astonishment; and recoiling a
few paces as the first energetic epithets bestowed upon poor Stella vibrated on
his feelings, St. Vincent emphatically exclaimed—
“Stella
Bertram vile, profligate, abandoned!—By Heaven, you wrong her!—I could stake my
salvation on the purity of Stella Bertram!”
The
scene that followed beggared description. St. Vincent was of too firm and manly
a character to retract from what he had once said, particularly when he believed
himself in the right. The former suspicion entertained by Margaret, returned
with additional force; and the frail bond of peace and confidence, thus once
more snapped asunder, the matrimonial breach soon became wider and more
disjointed than ever.
There
was a time when the enraged Margaret would have flown to her father, and poured
her complaints in the ears of parental affection: that period, however, no
longer remained within her reach; for the Nabob had set out the preceding week
to join his son at Montpelier, whose declining state of health required his
presence, and seemed at this crisis to threaten the most serious consequences.
Indeed,
her influence, even in that quarter, had rather declined of late. Since her
marriage every evil propensity seemed to be freely indulged as it rose in her
mind, and her passions permitted to reign with the most unbounded licence.
Where obvious distinctions are made amongst the children of a family, it does
not always happen that the particular favourite is uniformly the most grateful
or deserving of the ill-judged partiality; on the contrary, the reverse is more
commonly the case: and the weak injustice of the parent is but too often
rewarded by the neglect and inattention of the very being for whom probably the
other more worthy members of the domestic circle were constantly and totally
overlooked.
Something
too similar to this had occasionally occurred between Mrs. St. Vincent and her
father prior to her union with the Major. After she became a wife, her overbearing
and insolent spirit, as we have already observed, seemed more than ever to
spurn at all restraint; and Mr. Ross frequently found, to his cost, that
caprice and ill-humour, like death, levels all distinctions: his allotted share
indeed of each was not small when the perverse fit happened to be upon her; and
that, on a moderate average, could not be reckoned at less than two-thirds of
every day in the week.
Conviction
from self-experience is generally found pretty conclusive: and the Nabob’s
portion of the latter proved tolerably sufficient to establish the former. He
now began to perceive some few errors in the character of his once all-perfect
favourite; which led him to suspect she was not quite superior to her
fellow-mortals, as he had formerly been willing to imagine.
From
the Monarch to the beggar human favour is unstable, and naturally apt to change
its object when provocations arise, and those who ought to remain the governed,
attempt to become governors. In consequence of the foregoing discovery, Mrs.
St. Vincent’s power over her father’s affections declined; and in proportion to
the magnitude of the aggravating circumstances which daily took place to
estrange him from his usual bias to this misguiding daughter, the disposition
and character of the Major rose in his estimation, till it nearly reached the
climax of favour once so unworthily attained by his wife; who now found, to her
no small surprise and displeasure, that, in matters of domestic disagreement,
her complaints appeared gradually less and less attended to; while St. Vincent,
on the contrary, seemed to be the idol set up by her father as her substitute
in his good opinion.
The
sudden departure of the Nabob was therefore viewed by Margaret with the most
philosophical degree of indifference; and the cause of it, so far from being
considered a misfortune, appeared as little interesting to her feelings as the
separation from this long indulgent, but much-mistaken parent: for Margaret
still retained her former prudent manner of judging on the occasion, and looked
upon the certain advantages whish must necessarily accrue to herself by the
death of an only brother, as fraught with a sufficient number of consolatory
reasons to prove a full compensation for the event which produced them—an event
alike common to all the human race, and therefore not to be deplored as an
individual distress.—So thought Mrs. St. Vincent; and, under similar
circumstances, Mrs. St. Vincent was by no means singular in her opinion.
CHAP.
III.
“A
grateful mind
“By
owing owes not, but still pays, at once
“Indebted
and discharg’d.”
MILTON.
A WEEK now only remained till the commencement
of Mrs. Ross’s journey was to take place: during this period, as likewise that
which succeeded her immediate altercation with Margaret, the latter gradually
reinstated Lieutenant Jones in all his former rights and privileges, and,
apparently indifferent to the future notions, sentiments, or conduct of her
mother and husband, affected to carry matters with a higher hand than ever.
Perceiving,
however, that no particular notice was taken of any part of her proceedings,
and irritated to find herself of too little consequence to draw their
attention, she once more determined to try her strength in another attempt to
shake Mrs. Ross’s former resolution relative to our poor heroine.
In
this undertaking she was equally unsuccessful as before. Mrs. Bertram, under
the solemn seal of secrecy, had already entrusted that lady with the true state
of the case; and the part it appeared Stella had acted in it, raised her
character higher than ever in the eyes of her worthy patroness, who (now more
at liberty to follow the bent of her own inclinations since the departure of
the Nabob) no longer made any difficulty of avowing her steady adherence to
every former arrangement, and her unalterable design of being accompanied by
Stella—a design which at one time seemed rather to meet with the disapprobation
of her husband, in consequence of his daughter’s distorted representations; but
to which afterwards he tacitly ceased to give any very marked opposition, on
observing the strong desire Mrs. Ross expressed for the society of her young
friend during the period of her residence in England: preparations were
accordingly made for their departure, in spite of this second effort of Mrs.
St. Vincent to prevent our heroine from attending her mother.
Under
the pretence of avoiding every probable cause of exasperating Mrs. St. Vincent,
Stella had earnestly entreated to be spared going to the Grove, unless at those
particular periods when her unrelenting enemy was engaged with the rest of the
family on visiting parties in the neighbourhood: this request Mrs. Ross
reluctantly acceded to on perceiving her solicitude on the subject; and Stella,
of course, felt herself relieved from the many apprehensions which continually
haunted her imagination relative to any further interviews with the Major.
A
day or two previous to their intended departure, Mrs. Bertram took an
opportunity of recapitulating all the circumstances particularly connected with
her first introduction to her knowledge; and requested her above all things to
be particularly attentive to the preservation of the miniature picture, which
she now meant to confide to her care, as it was strongly impressed on her mind,
though she knew not how to account for it, that this painting was some how or
other connected with her birth, and might possibly in the end prove materially
useful in the elucidation of that hitherto mysterious affair.
After
a short pause, she proceeded next to hint at the uncertainty of life, and the
increasing vicissitudes to which every human being is, in various respects,
liable during their chequered progress through the chances and changes of the
world.
“We
may, and we may not meet again, my dear child,” continued this truly good
woman, regarding her auditor with a look expressive of the utmost compassion
and tenderness as she addressed her. “All events are in the hand of a wise and
over-ruling Providence: of course, what he orders must be best; and it is our
unquestionable duty to conform, without repining, to the high dispensations of
his omnipotent will. Your prospects, my love, are but of a limited nature: from
the station you are going to be placed in with Mrs. Ross, unforeseen advantages
may possibly accrue, and subsequent benefits I hope be derived as it will
render you more competent for the lot I have long mentally assigned you to
fill; and to do which with propriety, some knowledge of the world, of genteel
life, its habits and customs, is absolutely necessary. At any rate, however,
should our prospects on this head prove fallacious, you have still a maternal
friend, and a home ready to receive you, while God Almighty sees fit to permit
my continuance on earth. If the allotted term of existence happens,
nevertheless, to expire before your return (as I have already said, every thing
of this nature is uncertain, and therefore ought to be guarded against,) I have
done all in my power to secure my beloved child a small resource in the day of
trouble, (and the most prosperous are not exempted from such) by bequeathing
the Hermitage, and the few acres I can call my own, to her future possession.
In this drawer the papers belonging to it are all deposited: here, my love, you
will find the deed of settlement, which constitutes you mistress of the
Hermitage and its little domain:—see, Stella, the parcel is sealed, and lies in
that corner.—Nay, my child, weep not! Why should what I have said cause so much
emotion? Does the drawing of a will sign our mortal sentence, or discoursing
upon it accelerate its final execution? This is a weakness I hoped you were
superior to, and am grieved to find myself mistaken. Dry up your tears, my
love; we have yet, I trust, many happy days to spend with each other.”
Stella,
who had hitherto wept in silence, now suddenly rose, and throwing her arms
round Mrs. Bertram’s neck in an agony of grief, emphatically exclaimed, while
her words were almost inarticulate from the violence of her emotion—
“Oh
my dearest mother! blame not your Stella if she protests against quitting you!
You are ill—I am sure you think yourself ill;— under an impression so dreadful,
how can I possibly leave you?—Oh my more than parent! command me not from you,
but permit me to remain at the Hermitage! What is Mrs. Ross, what the whole
world to me, when put in competition with the obligations I owe my earliest, my
best, my ever-generous benefactress?—No, indeed, indeed I must not quit you, my
mother! Oh! allow your Stella, the object of your bounty—allow her to discharge
part of her immense debt, by dedicating her sole attention to the protecting,
maternal friend who sheltered the helpless foundling from the consequences of
that fate to which the less humane authors of her existence seemed to have
consigned her!—Say, my mother, only say— ‘Stella, I grant your request—you may
remain with me!”
Mrs.
Bertram attempted not to speak for several minutes, during which they continued
locked in each others arms. At length she disengaged herself from the still
weeping Stella, and, solicitous to dispel her apprehensions, strove by every
possible argument reason could suggest, to calm her fears, and inspire better
hopes respecting her future prospects in life. The fortitude of our heroine
seemed, however, to have lost its firmness; and it was not without much
difficulty that something like a faint degree of composure at last shed its
placid influence over her soft features, and illumed them with an appearance of
returning tranquillity. Stella never shone more interestingly beautiful than on
similar occasions: duty, gratitude, friendship, and affection seemed to blend
in forming the celestial expression of her mild and pensive countenance—a
countenance at all times uncommonly lovely, but which constantly derived
additional charms from any recent exertion of sensibility, of active
benevolence, or the softer effusions of that passion which had lately taken
possession of her breast.
Mrs.
Bertram’s rhetoric, though seldom so long in producing the desired effect, was
sure of carrying every thing before it in the end: Stella finally consented to
relinquish her own wishes in compliance with those of others; and, silent and
sorrowful, set about the disagreeable task of packing up the few articles of
dress prepared for her journey: these, though plain, were neat and genteel,
perfectly appropriate to the situation she was going to fill, without
encroaching on the sphere of her superiors, and such as Mrs. Ross could not but
approve.
At
the earnest request of Maria Campbell, Stella prevailed on her maternal friend
to indulge her with a sight of the child before she herself left the Hermitage.
This petition would probably have remained unattended to at any other period
than the present; but sensible of the magnitude of the sacrifice made by our
heroine to please her, Mrs. Bertram thought it would be hard to refuse so
trifling a favour—and a favour too, from whence her protégée could only at best derive a secondary degree of
gratification, since it was merely in compliance with the unfortunate mother’s
eager solicitations she had ventured upon asking it.
The
gentle and feeling heart of Stella was extremely affected by this interview:
she found herself, however, amply compensated by the temporary happiness it
bestowed on poor Maria, and the repeated assurances received from her of her
resolution to pay the most unceasing attention to the wants and wishes of their
mutual benefactress during our heroine’s absence.
When
she went to pay her last visit at Woodside, a similar act of friendship was requested,
on Mrs. Bertram’s account, from that worthy family; every individual of which
readily promised to call frequently at the Hermitage, and do every thing in
their power to supply her place on all possible occasions.
As
her young friends accompanied her part of the road back, they mentioned a
circumstance which appeared incomprehensible to our heroine, who was yet
ignorant of the imputation thrown upon her character by Mrs. St. Vincent, which
Mrs. Ross and Mrs. Bertram had mutually agreed to conceal from her knowledge,
as the inutility of such a vile communication was
obvious, and could serve no earthly purpose, the inhuman one excepted, of
tormenting its innocent victim.
Margaret,
enraged and unusually irritated by the manner in which her intelligence had
been received by her mother and husband, and particularly provoked at the
incredulity which marked their opinion of her veracity relative to what she
asserted having seen in the grotto, had flown in the first ebullition of
passion to Mr. Adair’s; where, unwilling to prove too explicit in her
enquiries, lest the friends of Stella should take the alarm, and be upon their
guard, the wary Mrs. St. Vincent attempted, by every insidious artifice in her
power, to ascertain the extent of what they knew respecting the conduct of our
heroine with St. Vincent and Montague. Not conceiving it possible she could
have any particular reason for such an investigation, and by no means
comprehending the precise meaning of her dark and mysterious hints, they
carefully avoided every thing that alluded in the most distant degree to the
Major, as a subject on which they were not competent to speak; while the manner
in which the other gentleman’s supposed partiality for their absent friend was
tacitly acknowledged, confirmed Margaret in her suspicions of both. Though
feelings of delicacy were imagined to prevent them from dwelling on the
infelicity of a husband in the presence of his wife, she departed perfectly
convinced that it was not for nothing he stood up in defence of Stella: and the
success of her mission would speedily have been detailed alike to the Major and
Mrs. Ross, had not the former left the room in evident displeasure on her
attempting to recommence the hackneyed subject; and the latter positively
prohibited her from presuming to mention it again in her presence.
CHAP.
IV.
“Oh
soft Remembrance! airy sprite!
“Thou second life of bliss and pain;
“Exquisite
sense of keen delight,
“Who giv’st our
feelings back again!”
FOX.
TO account for this part of Margaret’s conduct
lay not within the compass of our heroine’s abilities: the curiosity expressed
by her companions on the subject consequently remained ungratified; and after
hazarding a few conjectures on the probable and improbable import of the whole,
their thoughts gradually reverted to the approaching separation about to take
place between them. This topic proved sufficiently interesting to absorb every
other for the short period they were now together; and at length they parted
after many reciprocal professions of friendship and remembrance.
The
heart of our heroine felt uncommonly heavy when the much-loved associates of
her youth retreated from view.
“One
melancholy task is now over,” said she to herself as she entered the garden:
“what would I not give to have those that remain equally so!—My mother, my
dearest mother, why dwells this oppressive presentiment of evil in my bosom
when I think of the approaching event?—Oh! could I only be permitted to
continue at the Hermitage, how happy should I be! But, alas! your Stella is not
privileged to follow the bent of her inclinations!—Poor, friendless, and
unknown, she must yield to the hard law of necessity, and quit her first,
generous benefactress, perhaps to meet no more!”
A
deluge of tears interrupted all further utterance; and, unable to suppress her
emotions, she hastened to the grotto, lest Mrs. Bertram should happen to
discover her present distress, and decidedly censure what she would style
another proof of mental imbecility.
To
our poor heroine, who had never been ten miles from home in the whole course of
her life, the journey before her seemed an undertaking of considerable
magnitude, and the separation from those she loved scarcely less than eternal:
the grotto—that spot in which so many hours of her existence had been spent,
unmolested by the intrusion of the world, and where innocent pleasure proved
her constant companion, till the arrival of the troops in Galloway mingled her
cup with the tincture of human vicissitude and secret sorrow—that grotto was
soon, likewise, to be far distant from her view!
The
tears of Stella flowed afresh at the sad ideas which rose in melancholy
rotation as she silently yielded to their force, and permitted the sensibility
of her nature to a temporary dominion over the suggestions of reason and the
cooler dictates of her better judgment. She regarded every object around her
with a degree of interest never before experienced, and almost persuaded
herself she should see them no more: every favourite shrub seemed to court her
attention—every bird to sing in a more plaintive note; and, from the threshold,
recollection assembled the festive group once more in the drawing-room of the
Grove—once more they appeared in the windings of the mazy dance, passing the
spacious windows in quick succession—and again the fascinating strains of the
military band reverberated on her ear: the transition was easy to what
followed—and the visionary forms of St. Vincent and his friend Montague
instantly floated before her.
Stella
sighed profoundly over the retrospective scenes that imagination portrayed in
the most impressive colours; and in the fulness of
her heart supposed herself the most wretched of human beings.
Thus,
in the absence of real evils, are we ever prone to create fictitious ones; and
sensibility, that criterion by which the young and untried mind is apt to
determine the standard of earthly perfection, overwhelms its possessor with a
thousand ideal distresses, unknown to those less fastidious, unrefined mortals
who consider the unavoidable misfortunes of life sufficiently oppressive
without the additional load of “airy nothings,” so industriously cherished for
the laudable purpose of self-formed misery, by the ill-judging few who have
never experienced the pang of actual anguish, or suffered affliction beyond the
illusive boundary of mental vision.
The
moon already shone with uncommon brightness before Stella could tear herself
away from her favourite retreat: the night, however, was not yet too far
advanced to prevent the execution of a little excursion she wished to
accomplish before it entirely closed in. She felt a strong inclination to bid
Sally Thompson and the child of Maria a last adieu. The shortest and most
unfrequented path to the house of the former wound past the ruins of the old
Abbey. It was gloomy and solitary: but the usual road lay considerably about,
and convenience prompted her to adopt it without further delay: she therefore
obeyed the impulse of the moment, and descending from the grotto, bent her
steps towards the farmer’s habitation.
In
the course of her progress, it was necessary to cross a quarter of the
venerable fabric that led to a vaulted gate-way through which she must pass. As
she walked hastily along, the reverberated sound of her footsteps seemed uncommonly
loud; and her heart began to beat in proportion as an apprehension of
something, she knew not what, took possession of her mind. Almost convinced she
was not alone in this forlorn and dismal looking spot, she stopped once or
twice, uncertain whether to return or proceed, and anxiously listened to
discover if her fears were really well founded, or merely the effect of
imagination. The owl, however, which now circled over her head, and then rested
on the northern turret, appeared to be the only living thing near her. At
length she reached a private passage, cut through a part of the rocky barrier
that on this side inclosed the little possessions of
Mrs. Bertram: at the end of it was a strong close-made door, which from time
immemorial had belonged to the proprietors of the Hermitage, and gave them a
right to a footpath leading to the parish church, across a field of the
Nabob’s, on whose domains it opened: but that gentleman chose to dispute the
legality of their claim to this privilege; and therefore, rather than contest
the matter with so powerful an opponent, it was never publicly insisted upon,
nor used, unless on some particular occasions similar to the present. The key
of this door, however, remained with the inhabitants of the Hermitage, who kept
it in a little adjoining recess, formed for that purpose in the rock; from
whence Stella now removed it, in order to effect her intended design: but on
applying it to the lock, her astonishment was extreme to find that already
occupied by another, exactly the same in every respect with the original one in
her hand.
A
circumstance so perfectly unaccountable renewed the recent apprehensions of our
heroine; and she now almost encouraged the idea that something like the
whispering of human voices, which at one time seemed to proceed from a retired
corner of the building, was not entirely the creation of mental alarm, or ideal
supposition, as she had then endeavoured to persuade herself. Impressed with
this notion, she hastened forward, eager to conclude a walk which, in her
present opinion, had never appeared so long before.
She
found Mrs. Wallace with her niece: the child, however, happened to be asleep on
her arrival; but in a few minutes it awaked; and Sally, having wrapped it up so
as to prevent any evil consequences from its exposure to the night air,
accompanied her aunt and Stella to the vicinity of the private door. The latter
had previously mentioned the strange incident of the key; and her companions,
no less surprised than herself by an event so totally incomprehensible,
determined to assist her in ascertaining the cause, if possible, of a
circumstance so alarming and suspicious.
While
they were conversing on the subject, and had nearly reached the spot where the
intended investigation was to commence, the infant began to cry, and the party
stopped to soothe it. Stella, who was naturally fond of children, and
particularly attached to this one, was not the least active in her efforts on
the occasion: indeed, more than one motive now urged her to make the attempt;
for she feared they might be overheard by the unknown owners of the key, who,
conceiving themselves discovered, might effect their escape before it proved
practicable to ascertain who they were; an event, in every point of view,
highly requisite to the safety of the Hermitage and its inmates, who
undoubtedly could not be expected to enjoy their usual state of tranquillity
while thus rendered liable to intrusions from such a mysterious neighbourhood.
In
this part of North Britain it was customary for smugglers to conceal themselves
and the produce of their contraband trade in situations similar to the present.
No one spot on the habitable globe could be better calculated for that purpose
than the ancient ruins of the old edifice:—it had more than once been occupied
by such tenants; and the companions of Stella thought it likely to be in the
same predicament at this juncture.
While
they whispered their conjectures on the subject, and our heroine was at
intervals fondly caressing her little favourite, the key was heard to turn in
the lock. They started at the sound, and, without allowing themselves leisure
to reflect on the road probable to be taken by those who were about to
approach, suddenly retreated behind the nearest bushes, and awaited the result
in silent apprehension.
Their
suspense was not, however, of long duration. A man and woman passed cautiously
through the door: their conversation was low, but apparently of an interesting
description, and, as they advanced nearer, appeared of a nature not very
favourable to the character of the female, whose delicacy seemed not of the
most refined kind, and little apt to be hurt by the unequivocal style of her
companion’s language, or the occasional freedom of his treatment during several
temporary pauses in their progress.
CHAP.
V.
“Here
matter new to gaze the Devil met.”
MILTON.
THE strangers were now, by slow degrees,
advancing to the very identical spot where the three females had attempted to
conceal themselves, and from whence they ventured not to move a single step,
lest a discovery of their retreat should prove the consequence; when the whole
system of caution hitherto observed was speedily rendered abortive by the
child, who once more began to cry, in spite of every effort used by Stella and
her companions to keep it quiet.
The
man and woman at first instinctively recoiled at the sound; and while the
latter uttered a faint scream, her comrade rushed suddenly forward in order to
ascertain the real cause of their alarm.
Mrs.
Wallace instantly perceived the inutility of any
further attempt at concealment; and whispering her companions, endeavoured to
assume an air of composure as she stepped from their hiding-place, and seemed
to be merely intent on the road they were pursuing.
In
consequence of this mode of proceeding, they were necessitated to pass close by
the woman, who apparently eyed them with no small degree of interest almost
from the first moment of their appearance, for the impulse of fear had quickly
given way to what is commonly supposed more powerful in the breast of a female;
and curiosity now usurped every faculty of her soul.
Stella
happened at this instant to have the child in her arms: but they had scarcely
passed the strangers, before she began to tremble violently; and finding
herself unable to bear it any longer, after a silent pressure of her lips on
its forehead, she turned round to replace it on the bosom of its faithful
nurse.
The
moon at this period emerged from behind a flying cloud which had partially
obscured it, and darting its beams through the surrounding foliage, they rested
directly on the lovely features of our heroine, who suddenly raised her eyes at
an abrupt exclamation which burst from the unknown, and perceived, to her utter
astonishment, that unknown now almost at her side, and no other than her
inveterate enemy’s maid Jenny.
This
girl was soon recognised by the rest of the party; but, with the person who
accompanied her, Stella alone was acquainted: hitherto he had kept behind,
evidently watching their motions, till the above-mentioned exclamation brought
him from the rear, and Lieutenant Jones stood confessed to view.
It
has been said that there are men who would rather face the mouth of a cannon
than incur the merited contempt of a virtuous woman: minds of this description
cannot be altogether void of some good qualities; for those who experience the
sensation of shame, shew thereby that they are capable of reformation. The
magnanimous Mr. Jones, however, was superior to such little weaknesses where the
possibility of retaliating his accuser’s imputation with safety was supposed to
be practicable. Under circumstances different from the present, he had perhaps
stole away, and permitted his companion to manage for herself in the best
manner she could: but Stella Bertram was conceived to be fair game;—her conduct
by some had been represented as highly culpable—by others as rather somewhat
suspicious: it is true, the very small number who chose to put this
construction on her actions, were mostly confined to the precincts of Rossgrove; but it was exactly there where the military
hero’s chief consequence was supposed to center:
wherefore he flattered himself with possessing the certain means of
invalidating any testimony she might feel disposed to prefer against him,
either now or hereafter, by the easy and simple mode of recrimination, which
her conduct had apparently enabled him to pursue, and which, he wisely judged,
would be sufficient to render whatever she might report, to his prejudice of
this night’s adventure, of little or no avail, from the evidence he could
produce of her own profligate character; since the caresses she lavished on the
child, the visible agitation she suffered on being discovered with it, as
likewise the hour and solitary spot chosen for the parting interview, all spoke
strongly against her, and fully corroborated the opinion previously entertained
by his friend Mrs. Vincent of her criminal intercourse with one, or both of the
admirers so repeatedly assigned her.
Conceiving
himself, therefore, pretty well secured against the event of consequences, and
feeling the malignant triumph incident to little minds, when an opportunity of
mortifying those they are secretly forced to acknowledge their superiors, is
unexpectedly obtained, Mr. Jones advanced to the charge with a tolerable
portion of assurance, and a full determination to wound the two men whom he
privately detested, but dared not openly attack, through the medium of an
innocent, defenceless girl, erroneously marked down as the favourite of both.
This
manly and meritorious design was further strengthened by a recollection of the
various benefits usually derived from what is vulgarly called “taking the first
word of fighting.” But though the foregoing resolution, in the existing state
of affairs, was a wise one, and the ideas from whence it resulted passed
rapidly through his mind, the scheme happened, nevertheless, to be rendered
abortive by the more active oratorical abilities of his female coadjutor, whose
genius for mischief was not inferior to his own, however strong might be the
bias of his natural disposition for that sort of food which the mistress and
maid seemed to swallow with an equal degree of avidity.
Mrs.
Wallace and her little party, relieved from the apprehension of more dangerous
neighbours, and feeling no inclination to interrupt a tête-à-tête so ill calculated for the eye
of observation, were proceeding on their way, when it occurred to the former
that some inquiry was requisite respecting the appearance of the additional
key, the real owners of which it seemed a matter of importance to ascertain;
she therefore turned round, and stopped nearly opposite the gentleman and lady
to make the necessary investigation: but the latter, bursting with malice,
ill-nature, and impertinence, which she was determined not to lose so
favourable an opportunity of venting, instantly commenced the attack with a
volubility so impetuous, and a torrent of abuse so incomprehensible, that Mrs.
Wallace, perceiving the impossibility of making herself heard, at length ceased
to attempt it; and remarking, with much astonishment, that the rhetoric of the
speaker was chiefly addressed to Stella, she fixed a look of surprise
alternately on each, in expectation of procuring some solution of a scene no
less new than unintelligible.
Her
curiosity, however, remained ungratified; for our heroine happened to be
equally unenlightened with herself, and little could be gathered from the
accuser, whose broad hints were alike thrown away on the listeners, as they
merely ascribed the virulence of her language to her mal-à-propos appearance and the
fear of exposure, to which a discovery so critical had subjected her.
Nevertheless, still solicitous to comprehend some portion of an harangue so
nervous, so voluble, and apparently so pointed, the silent group attempted not
to move from their present position, actuated by a wish to solve the mystery,
and an increasing desire to hear its conclusion.
Jenny,
who, like most of the frail sister-hood, was extremely apt to forget her own
errors in the laudable anxiety by which she was generally stimulated to
propagate those, true or false, saddled on her neighbours, so far from
harbouring any alarms originating in considerations of a personal nature, or
supposing herself liable to censure from the recent discovery, actually behaved
as if she imagined no blame could possibly be attached to her share in the
adventure, and seemed to think the black spots in her own character whitened in
proportion as she bespattered the moral principles of another; till at length,
almost breathless, and nearly exhausted with rage, on observing the cool and
rational conduct of those she wished to provoke, and the inutility
of all her endeavours to irritate their passions, she paused perforce; and Mrs.
Wallace immediately seized the opportunity of renewing her inquiry relative to
the key.
“The
key!” resumed Jenny, with an additional shade of colour, and a look that
conveyed the idea of a momentary recollection of something she wished rather to
remember in any other person’s conduct than her own:— “what have I to do with
your paltry keys?—Do you take me for a jailer’s wife, or the ‘Squire’s
housekeeper?—Marry, come up! people are wonderous
ready to forget themselves now-a-days!”
“It
is indeed a common case,” returned Mrs. Wallace, dryly, “and too frequently met
with in all ranks and conditions of life.”
The
manner in which this remark was delivered drew a sort of half-smile half-sneer
from the Lieutenant, which seemed to grate upon the feelings of his companion,
who turned short upon him, and abruptly requested to partake of the jest, if he
knew where it was to be found.— “Though, perhaps,” she added, with a look, full
of malice, directed to Stella, “Miss Bertram there may furnish you with one
some nine months hence, if the leavings of your brother officers proves not too
hard of digestion.”
The
sneer of the Lieutenant became more obvious as he emphatically replied, that
the experiment she alluded to had already been made in another quarter, and
produced an effect exactly similar to that she hinted at.
“I
would have you to know, Sir,” retorted the enraged Abigail, who only in part
comprehended his meaning, “I would have you to know, Sir, that I am meat for
your masters.”
“So
Captain Harcourt informed me,” said Jones, significantly; “but if such is the
case, I hope you have no
objection my being of equal service
to your mistress.—What say you, Miss Bertram? A fair exchange is no robbery,
you know: and you likewise know, that when wives are agreeably occupied,
husbands have more leisure on their hands to pursue the bent of their
inclinations with impunity. But come, my girl,” continued the incorrigible
coxcomb, turning to Sally Thompson, and making an attempt to uncover the child,
“let me see the little bantling; I am famous for my skill in physiognomy, and
will tell you at a single glance whether the Major’s star, or the Captain’s,
acquired the ascendant at its formation.”
“You
had better,” replied Sally Thompson, provoked at his undaunted impudence, and
retreating as she spoke, “you had better have consulted the stars on Mrs. St.
Vincent’s opinion of your visit to the old Abbey, and the danger of leaving a
false key in the door on occasions where concealment appears so necessary.”
The
Lieutenant gave a loud whistle, and stepped back with an air intended to shew
not only indifference, but derision.
Meanwhile
Jenny, who had now recovered from a flood of tears, produced by the taunts of
her ungrateful paramour, whom she no longer seemed to regard with an eye of
affection, once more prepared to rehearse a second part of the same story; but
in the present tumult of her mind, not clearly understanding the conclusion of
Sally’s speech, and supposing the truth remained no longer problematical, she
fell into the snare her own precipitancy had woven; and Mrs. Wallace soon
became convinced that the key had been obtained for purposes not very
creditable to the character of Mrs. Jenny and her occasional associates, who,
no doubt, found the unfrequented walk that led to this place, and the solitary
seclusion of the place itself, alike favourable to the tête-à-têtes, which happened to prove of a
description too critically dangerous to venture upon under the immediate roof
of her mistress.
Such
is usually the fatal effects of a wanton disregard of appearances in our
superiors, that it not only renders them personally contemptible, but likewise
extends the baneful influence of example to the lower classes of the community;
who, glad to find an excuse for the secret depravity of their own hearts,
endeavour to flatter themselves with the idea, that errors may be pardoned in
the low, the ignorant, and the humble, when they are practised by, and too
often shamefully tolerated in those who ought to know better and act differently.
Yet,
so great is the force of prejudice, and so strange the inconsistent nature of
our feelings, that Mrs. St. Vincent would certainly have dismissed Jenny from
her service, had the enormity of her conduct been fully ascertained, or even
suspected by her; though her own proud defiance of the world’s opinion, and her
consequent mode of proceeding with Mr. Jones, had probably encouraged the girl
to act in a manner very different from what she would otherwise have dared to
venture upon, if situated under circumstances more inimical to the free
indulgence of reprehensible inclinations, and better calculated to inspire the
light and superficial mind with some degree of reverence for the precepts and
practice of the truly good and virtuous members of society, in whatever station
they happened to be placed.
Mrs.
Wallace, who harboured not the smallest desire to become a reformer, and had
now satisfied herself as to the owners of the key, felt no further inclination
to prolong an interview from whence no gratification of a pleasurable
description could possibly be derived; and therefore, after a short, but
energetic admonition to the frail Jenny, she and her companions again advanced
forward to the passage through the rocks; while the former, sullen and for a wonder,
silent, took the road to Rossgrove; at a convenient
distance from which the Lieutenant thought proper to effect a retreat, and the
lady was consequently left to conclude her evening adventure alone.
CHAP.
VI.
“Thus
conscience does make cowards of us all!”
SHAKESPEARE.
TO account for the hatred and virulence
displayed on every occasion against our heroine by the Abigail of Mrs. St. Vincent, might be
judged superfluous when it is recollected that people of Jenny’s description
generally adopt the principles and mode of conduct practised by their
superiors, or at least such as they suppose most likely to find favour in their
sight. In the present instance, this line of proceeding had certainly proved
the chosen one, independent of any other stimulus whatever; but a circumstance
yet more powerful, had operated at an early period of their acquaintance to fix
the vain and vindictive Jenny an irreconcilable enemy to poor Stella: and
though our heroine was herself ignorant of the nature of her offence, it happened,
notwithstanding, to be of that kind which is most acutely felt, and most keenly
resented, by the party doomed to smart under its influence. In short, Stella
had been considered in the light of a successful rival by the disappointed maid of Mrs. St.
Vincent, who, from the moment this idea took possession of her mind vowed
eternal war and detestation against the unconscious object of her secret
aversion.
The
schoolmaster of the parish was a young, smart-looking man, and, being designed
for the church, had received a better education, and mingled with a genteeler circle of associates than the generality of those
in similar circumstances usually do in Scotland. From his first arrival in this
part of the country, Jenny had marked him down as a certain victim to her
charms; and no pains being spared to effect this purpose, she conceived herself
rapidly approaching to the crisis of her wishes, and already in fancy saw the
magic badge on her finger that was destined to place her in the honourable
station of a clergyman’s lady, when the unfortunate face and figure of Stella
Bertram destroyed all the illusive visions of matrimonial felicity, and totally
eradicated the enraged Abigail from the thoughts of him whom she had hitherto
erroneously accustomed herself to consider as her own. It is true, the young
man ventured not to disclose his sentiments to her rival, from a supposition
they would be rejected in his present dependant and humble station; but his
astonishment proved too obvious for concealment when the object of it appeared
in view; and, by those acquainted with his predilection in her favour, it was
generally understood he meant to offer himself when his expectations for
futurity were accomplished by the attainment of a good living.
Highly
provoked to find her hopes disappointed, and herself thus unexpectedly
deserted, Jenny, eager to recall the truant affections of her fickle admirer,
formed the common, but frequently dangerous determination of either attempting
to rouse his jealousy, or, if that were found impracticable, indemnifying
herself for her recent loss elsewhere by commencing another serious flirtation,
under similar views, with a serjeant in the light
horse, who appeared to be infinitely less fastidious in his taste than his
predecessor, and who had more than once evinced no reluctance to become the
rival latter.
Every
married soldier is generally supposed a single man if his wife do not fill a
corner of the baggage cart: the serjeant was exactly
in this predicament; for, though already a husband, the absence of his lady
allowed him to claim the military privilege, from time immemorial, of
bachelorship. Jenny, however, it must be confessed, was totally ignorant of
this circumstance, and her former lover Mr. Johnstone,
the schoolmaster, discovered no inclination to make her more clairvoyant on the subject; neither did he
appear to feel much interested in the progress apparently made by the knight of
the halberd in the fair nymph’s affections. This latter circumstance was
observed by her with increased bitterness; and either the ardour of revenge,
the instability of female sentiments, or the secret pleadings of a beginning
inclination for her new admirer, operated so powerfully, as at length to render
the office of the Priest no longer necessary to the attainment of his views,
even if clerical assistance could have been obtained in a legal manner without
let or molestation from the first proprietor of his hand and heart.
The
serjeant, however, like many other gentlemen of the
cloth, piqued himself on this honourable
mode of proceeding in similar cases, and seldom mentioned the extent of his
success to more than half a dozen confidential friends at most: and as those
might naturally think themselves at liberty to speak of his adventures to
others under the same restrictions, his good fortune was generally pretty well
known in a very short period after its accomplishment.
In
regard to the present affair, a little more caution was deemed requisite; for
it did not appear quite certain how far the Major might think the seduction of
his wife’s maid a laughable incident; and, should he take it in a different
light, as was invariably the case when such things came to his knowledge, he
knew the man he had to deal with sufficiently to dread the consequences:
Jenny’s secret was therefore supposed to be cautiously preserved; and from
gratitude, as she protested, for his attention to her character, his prudence
was repeatedly rewarded according to the petition he preferred for that
purpose.
But
the greatest warriors and the wisest politicians should never be too certain of
the ground they stand upon: security often proves a broken reed to those who
confide most in its dangerous protection, and, in conjunction with success,
frequently produces the very evil it was supposed to prevent. Secrecy and
opportunity had hitherto gone hand in hand with their wishes; and even the
schoolmaster himself, though he still retained a distinguished place in her
bosom, began to be occasionally excluded from remembrance. This temporary
exclusion, however, seldom lasted much beyond the term of her existing
interview with the serjeant; and her remaining
inclination for the one commonly resumed its former station when the absence of
the other left the infatuated girl more at leisure to reflect on what she had
once hoped to have been, and what she now was. Nevertheless, those fits of
galling retrospection were not of a description to reform or amend: of one
consequence alone they were constantly productive, and that was an additional portion
of hatred and resentment against poor Stella, whom she invariably considered as
the original source of all her misfortunes and succeeding misconduct.
There
is not, perhaps, in the whole self-consolatory system so liberally resorted to
in all such situations, a more useful or convenient auxiliary than what is
usually known by the name of a scapegoat:
our heroine stood exactly in this rank of serviceable beings, and never failed
to be most unmercifully burthened with the entire
weight of Mrs. Jenny’s disappointments, and the long train of et ceteras that followed. But while the load happened to be
unconsciously borne, the bearer suffered little; and therefore the other was
left at full freedom to take advantage of her rival’s ignorance in order to
lighten her own mind at the expence of one so
detested.
Unluckily,
it was yet found possible to augment that detestation, though even Jenny
herself at one time imagined such a circumstance next to impossible. The case
was this:—security and success gradually began to render the lovers more
careless and inattentive to the chance of discovery; and in one of her solitary
walks near the pavilion, Stella accidentally stumbled on the happy pair, who,
as she passed the lower windows of the bathing-room, were observed to be seated
amidst some of the green-house plants in the opposite corner.
So
little, however, did our heroine suspect the truth, and so very distant was she
from forming any uncharitable conclusion on the occasion, that she ventured not
even to look a second time, in order to ascertain the identity of the parties;
but, supposing it might be some of the guests or family at the Grove occupied
in examining the plants, and fearful of catching their eye, she made the best
of her way from the spot, lest the Major, or Mrs. St. Vincent herself, might be
of the number; for of its extent she was likewise ignorant, as the intervening
foliage prevented a full view of it, and might conceal persons from the
observation of those standing without.
Stella,
however, escaped not with equal impunity: she was perceived by Jenny, and her
accidental appearance was immediately marked down to the score of premeditated
design: the consequence was natural; and our heroine henceforth became the
innocent object of her unceasing abhorrence, calumny, and abuse on every
opening that occurred to vent her spleen and disappointment; for she doubted
not but the knowledge she afterwards suspected Mr. Johnstone
had acquired of her proceedings, was obtained through the medium of this
hateful rival, to counteract whose fatal influence she had been driven to adopt
those measures which had finally effected her complete destruction, together
with the total overthrow of all her ambitious dreams of future pre-eminence,
and the power of lording it over her present equals in the character of a
Minister’s wife and the mistress of a parsonage house.
Nevertheless,
after the rumoured attachment between Stella and Captain Montague began to gain
ground, and the removal of that part of the regiment to which the serjeant belonged put a conclusion to her intercourse with
him, she once more ventured to persuade herself that Johnstone
was not, as she had suspected, quite so well informed of certain circumstances,
as her former fears had represented; and even at times entertained the idea of
making a second attack on his heart, under the impression that our heroine must
now be for ever expelled from it; though in her conscience she could not help
believing her free from the imputed guilt thrown upon her character, as she
knew from good authority, however averse to acknowledge so much, that her late
rival was not only in perfect health at the period of her supposed confinement,
but even absent on a visit at Woodside, where, instead of being an invalid
herself, she was occupied in attending on one who actually was so.
This
piece of intelligence, so material for the re-establishment of our heroine’s
character, was not, however, even permitted to reach the ears of her mistress;
for the rancor she harboured against the former
happened to be too greatly gratified by the effects of concealment, to allow of
its promulgation.
As
her attachment to the serjeant had concluded with his
absence, she almost dreaded lest the same should prove the case with Stella and
the Captain, and her now premeditated reconcilement with Johnstone
be rendered abortive from the revival of his hopes in that quarter. No wonder
then, if actuated by this irritating apprehension, and provoked, at the same
time, to find she had once more committed herself to the person she considered
as the chief bar to her schemes, by so critical and mal-à-propos an appearance with
Jones, rage took entire possession of her breast, and threw her off her guard:
Jenny considered not that she herself was the original cause of so many
misfortunes, nor once reflected that her own misconduct, and not the officious
interference of another, proved the principal cause of every succeeding
mortification.
CHAP.
VII.
“He
knows too well
“Your
beauty and your worth: your lover comes not
“To
offer insults.”
PHILIPS.
ARRIVED at the door leading to the old ruins,
Stella bade a last adieu to Sally Thompson and her little charge, and soon
after reached the Hermitage with Mrs. Wallace.
Farmer
Thompson happened to be from home when our heroine visited his wife; and as his
road lay past Mrs. Bertram’s, he called on his return to enquire after the
family.
Something,
it appeared, had occurred to amuse him, for his features exhibited evident
traces of risibility. Mrs. Wallace remarked this circumstance, and enquired the
cause.
It
seems he had encountered Mrs. Jenny at some little distance from the Grove; but
though he accosted her with much civility, she appeared extremely sullen, and
scarcely deigned to notice him. Thinking she might possibly be ill, he turned
back, after having passed her, to inquire if that were the case; but before an
answer could be obtained, which she was visibly in no great hurry to grant, one
of the footmen hastily approached from the shrubbery, and, in a surly accent,
said she was wanted by her lady, who had been at home for some time, and was
exceedingly out of humour at her long absence.
The
disconcerted Abigail heard this intelligence with visible emotion; and after
muttering something about people never knowing their own mind, said she
understood her lady purposed remaining to a much later hour at Mr. Stewart’s,
where she had gone to spend the day.
“A
later hour!” repeated the messenger; “Why, what the devil, do you take the
present for an early one?”
“Oh
gemini!” exclaimed the trembling Jenny, looking at
her watch, “what shall I do? who could have imagined it was this time of
night?—I shall be scolded and huffed, and huffed and scolded, till one of us is
out of breath, and the other out of patience.—Let me run—let me fly!”
“I
will bear your watch for you,” said the fellow, who had been eyeing it as she
spoke; and snatching it suddenly out of her hand, added—”that you may run, that
you may fly so much the lighter!—I wish I could support your character as
easily; but it has already run
and fled beyond my ability to follow.”
“Insolent
puppy!” retorted Jenny, with an eye darting fire, and a heightened complexion,
“how dare you thus presume to insult me?”
The footman, with an air of the utmost sang froid, continued to examine a trinket that hung on the chain of the watch, while rage at first prevented the lady from thinking of any thing but the provoking words he had uttered: almost immediately, however, she recollected herself, and attempted to regain it with a degree of eagerness that indicated